LET'S SMILE =)

Goodbye to memoriies-hiddeninsideme

2008-11-23T22:35:00.007+08:00

too full for more memories.
haha.

anyw,
new blog done and updated!

ENTER

p/s: tagboard is the same for both blogs!

vrooooom

2008-11-20T23:57:00.007+08:00

half a semester's almost gone.
mid-sem test's coming.
and i srsly dont knw what i've been studying this sem.

it seems like sch had just reopened.
but hell no.
half a sem is gone.
time flies.

i dont knw whats wrng with my lens, or is it my eye.
freaking pain when i have my contacts on.
and it's pain whole day.
it's been like this for the week, aft sun's tonning at chalet.
i didnt take out for 2days. & i beared with the pain till tdy.
really terrible.
i hope i wont go blind.

i feel i'm really running out of time.
i need to srsly study.
do proj.
do tut.
do background for new blog.
rest.
and sleep.
(lack of sleep. very. extremely tired to the max max max max max)

and and take bus to sch.
(got improvements now lah)

i'll find a day to upload all the pictures in one shot.
most prolly in the new blog.

oh.
lastly,
i got into business.

maybe time's a little too fast,
that i cant catch up.
im heading nowhere.
blank up there.

p/s: me feel like drinking.
p/s/s: me very headache. probably need a 24hr slp again.

it's not so simple.

2008-11-13T01:21:00.009+08:00

Pure Jealousy.

those scenes and little actions,
is really disturbing.

2008-10-23T21:32:00.009+08:00

i don't knw how shld i go about posting...
i can't find the right words to say.

i don't understand.

i'm still thinking if i shld stick to blogger, or switch to livejournal/wordpress.
cause this acc's photo storage limit is almost full alrdy.

2008-10-23T01:49:00.009+08:00

lost and not found.

The truth.

2008-10-22T03:02:00.003+08:00

insomnia, arghhh
i. can't. sleep.
(i kept opening the stupid conver window. dont knw for what. haiii)
Trust the critical eye of someone you trust with your feelings. Their feedback will help you see the bigger picture and understand just how very close to your goal you truly are! You've lost objectivity about the struggle you've been going through, and you deserve to know the real truth -- that you are almost there! Why not plan a celebration, so that when you do cross that finish line you'll know just where to go, what to do, and who to do it with!

Truth -- almost there?
very headache

i try to slp, yea
but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
if you were here right now i swear i'd tell you this

baby, i dont wna waste another day
keeping it inside is killing me
cause all i ever want it comes right down to you..to you
i'm wishing i could find the words to say

i climb the walls, yea
i can see the edge
but i can't take the fall, no
i memorised the number
so why can't i make the call

oh oh oh no no
i dont wna be like this
i just wna let you knw
that everything that im holding
is everything that i cant let go
oh oh no
cant let go...yea

dont you knw it baby
i dont wna waste another day
im wishing i could find the words to say
i would tell you everytime you leave i'm inconsolable

lyrics(bits and pieces) from - Inconsolable, Backstreet Boys

(dp :D)

2008-10-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

hey.

here to blog abu wednesday, 15th.
chicken marinating for Kevin's chalet on thurs and Clarinetists bbq on fri.
went WestPlaza with Ailing to buy all the stuffs we needed thn went to my hse, Kevin came aft that.
used all our strength to seperate the frozen chickens and cracked their bones. Ailing kept making all kind of stupid noises while using all her strength, damn retarded. haha!
marinated, thn slacked while waiting for Kev's friend to come collect the chickens to the chalet, but in the end he couldn't make it.
decided to go for supper, YeongYih came down and drove us to deliver the chickens thn to Katong for chicken rice tgt with 2 other Kev's friends.
home at ard 1-2am?
that's all for that day.

thurs and fri i'll blog tgt with the pictures aft i get back my cam.

school's starting! ohman
kinda used to the hols leh hahhaha
anw, i kinda like this hols too! quite busy and fun =)

let's hope sch will be fun!

2nd bday celebration

2008-10-18T04:39:00.003+08:00

bday celebration on 14Oct, tues with MMT! =)
[Nicole, Ryan & Kent couldn't make it]

meetup at Cine, thn dine at Shokudo. if i didn't rmb wrngly, haha! good food anw(: thanks for the treat too! :D

serena!

winston!
kevin!

yeongyih!
lester!

neoprints, hahaha :D

bumped into Cheryl & friend, thn Chris & John.
went over to Cyclone at BoatQuay aft that.

dedication to me hahahha :D jaychou's cai hong i think.

:D

heheh =))

yy working, lol

send rena to busstop tgt with the drunkard lester, haha
took away macs, thn back to Cyclone
nobody's there, so we made alot of noise, and sang alot

aft that me, kev, lest and yy cab to yy's hse
thn he drove us to Geylang for supper, prawn noodles and Rochor Beancurd.
home at 4am? forgot but shld be somewhere there..lol

THANK YOU PEEPOS! :D:D:D
LOVELOVE.

15oct, wed. marinated chicken at my hse with Ailing and Kevin.
16oct, thurs. went J8 with Ailing, meet up with Nicole and bused down to DowntownEast to meet MMT for Kev's chalet.
17oct, tdy(fri). reached home early morn, caught some sleep and went out to shop for bbq food. Bbq at Compassheight with Clarinetists.
detailed updates for the rest of the week next time k (:

reached home at 7am tdy(fri) and went out the whole day, quite lazy to blog alr hahaha
it's 4:40am now. body's quite tired, but mind's quite awake. how???
i think i'll be damn tired when sch reopens, cause i can't sleeeeeep! tskkk (not that i dont want okay haha)
i think my timetable sucks too! hai!
but ai and min gna clash my Jap lec! wooooo!
but. i've got a bloody 5hrs break bfre the lec you knw! (!!!)
and dor and chrys are taking French =/
oh! my camera's with that kuku subordinate!!!! :@ i miss my cam! cause i couldn't take photos during bbq with clarinetists tdy!
shall kill him if he cunning-ly deletes photos again. lol

my arms are aching! used too much strength. haha

lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN! :D

hope you enjoyed the cake smashing, lol.

SEVENTEENTH ON THE 11TH

2008-10-13T17:31:00.010+08:00

HELLO HUMANS! yoyoyoyoxzxzxz, LOL
(i added the 'yoyozxz' cause i suddenly rmb the letter PGD wrote me ended with a 'yoxz' abruptly. hahahha!)
i bet i have to spend the whole afternoon doing this post.
have to really put in some effort to complete this post man. hahahhaa

firstly,

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

So, when the clock strikes tweleve on the 11th Oct 08, the ringtone kept repeating. not the whole night of course! just that it repeats every very frequently. there, i felt really blessed. with friends ard me.

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WISHINGS, SINCERELY. [sms, msn, offline msges, belated, everything]
PEIJUAN . JINGYI, clt(same bday!) . JOYCELYN, trumpet(same bday!) . LESTER, mmt . DORA . JESSICANEO, orlang . DESMOND, mmt . WINSTON, mmt . VANESSATOH . HUIMIN, pgd . SIMIN, horn . ARTHUR, mushroom . FION, pgd . CHRYSTLECHAN . MATTHIASLEE . KEVIN, mmt . YEONGYIH, mmt . NICOLE, mmt . DONAVANLOY . HOWSUN . SHANNONLOW, bestie . JOLYNLIM, missingten . CHRISTELGOH, missingten . BENNETTLEE . MITCHELL, penguin . HUITENG . YINHUI . PEIXIANG . JIALING, jayelle . SERENA, mmt . AILING, pgd . KENT, mmt . SIMONLEEJUNHAO . ANDYTAN, tromb . XINYUAN . PEIJEN . RYANMOK, mmt . ENNOI . FAMILY . ALL THE FRIENDSTER COMMENTS .

i think i missed out some in msn, sorry! really cannot think now. but anyway, the thank you applies to you too! hahah :D

THANKYOU, TO THE KUKU SUBOR FOR CALLING AT 12AM :D
THANKYOU, KEVIN FOR CALLING AT 3AM, BUT I'M NOT ASLEEP YET :D
THANKYOU, SIMON FOR CALLING AT 12PM ON 12OCT THINKING IT'S 11OCT -.- HE SAID HE SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY ON 11TH AND WOKE UP THINKING IT'S STILL MY BDAY. MAYBE HE THINK IT'S 12AM AS WELL LOL :D

THANK YOU PGD & KC FOR PLANNING AND SPENDING THE DAY WITH ME.
THANK YOU YINHUI AND YEONGYIH FOR CELEBRATING WITH ME TOO.
THANK YOU DESMOND FOR POPPING IN TO ALPS TO WISH ME. coincidence though! hahaha
ohyah, bumped into KimAnn & friends in the train too.

OH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL WHO SHARES THE SAME BDAY AS ME! :D
*i realised there's alot, cause we saw pple holding bday balloons and celebrations as well. and i think i knew 4 other pple whom bday's on 11oct*

okay! i shall stop writing if not everybody will ignore the top part and jump straight to the pictures alr i think :@
yupp, so i'll blog as i go along with the pictures k!
HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY READING, FEEEEEEEL THE LOVE, JOY, FUN & LAUGHTERS YO (: LOL~

while waiting for Fion & Ailing to get prepared, this girl called and asked me meet her over at Compasspoint first.
CHUAPEIJUAN:D
and bcause we're going SeoulGarden, she couldn't make it.
yupp, so met up with Ailing and Fion and headed down to Bugis.
Huimin & KC's meeting us over at SeoulGarden straight, and min claimed that's my 1st surprise. for meeting there -.- hahah!

reached there, saw min with a big board and kc with a HappyBirthday balloon.
so i said: so childish!
and he replied: for the childish you (smth like that) =\

so we were quite engrossed cooking our food, when they SUDDENLY. yes, suddenly. sang the birthday song, shocked lol
so i looked, and saw min & kc with the cake and brightly litted candles.
Surprised, hahah.

i wish..
i blew..
and the stupid candles just wouldn't go off!
wait. not that i didnt blew hard enough okay! is that the candles are meant to light up itself when the fire goes off.

okay, in the end we decided to stop the fire by putting the candles into the soup, heheh
so finally, i cut..
LOVE :D
PGD :D

cake, balloon, us
aft that i went off to Tampines, meetup with family at Ajisen for dinner. i didn't eat of course, kop-ed their food. hahah :D
so elder bro treated lil bro to so this thingy below

mummy bought me my book. wanted to buy the whole series but the 2nd and 3rd book's out of stock! so only managed to get the last book. =]
accompanied elder bro for some shopping then went off to DhobyGhaut when they headed home.
meetup with them again, this time YinHui was there too!
AL :D
ION :D

YINHUI:D

=)
fion's skill is lousy mannnnn :D
seee!

this is very cool agree? cause i took it, hahhaha (:
went AlpsCafe aft that, yeongyih reserved a table for us.

MIN :D

YY :D

young and sweet, hahah =)
the assholes xD

still flying high......
great pple :D

wooooo xD
:D
only photo with all in =)

fion
huimin, kc
nice(:
sy, al

ion, yee

minmin, Lol~

KC
i realised he loved making this idiotic face, hahaha!

look at min's expression! trying to psyco me to go nearer to her hahahah

LOVELOVE

:D :D
i guessed we make a din at Alps, cause we screamed and shouted like nobody's business. and it's kinda crowded that day, hahahaha :D

anw, i vomitted =\
drank alot, they bully me! hahahhaha
=)

yy went off halfway, after telling smth to KC.
aft that KC told us yy settled the bill and gtg alr.
quite shocked, damn sudden.
but THANKYOU so much! :D:D:D

aft that, 2guys frm another table came and said they wna drink with us.
so there's a cup of liquor and beer, and i have to choose. chose liquor of course.
kinda forced it down my throat. =\
ok, i rmbered their names ok! Calvin & Melvin. see, am very sober. hahahaa
thn aft that, they bought a cup of i-dont-knw-what, and want me to drink, but i didnt.
cause am quite very sure i'll puke it out aft drinking.

THEN.
a staff frm Alps brought 6little cups of liquor to our table, they call it shots i think, and wanted to drink with us.
he kept persuading us to drink, thn cause he saw the balloon so he said since my bday i had to drink.
thn i bargained, cause i knw i cmi alr hahaha.
me: you drink 3, i drink 1
him: need to be so hiong anot...lol
blahblahblah, we kept rejecting, thn he finally gave up and took them away. haha!

went off at 3am i think?
KC drove us home, thanks! :D

lastly, this is frm polar express. thanks for the very long message and the present.
gan dong, really.
felt really glad for you when you wrote that you have robin with you while hunting for the gifts.
and what's with the _ _ _ _ at the end huh! xD

frm PGD :D:D:D
plus a skirt too!
min exploded it by crashing it with the car's door =[
accidentally of course! =)
the bday board(:
old and ugly pictures! but memorable, heheh
the letter's funny, and touching too :D
but hey, too short to cry la min. lol (need some qing xu to cry one you knw hahahah)
frm YINHUI :D
the letter's loved, too! thanksssss!
frm parents :D

lil bro :D

yupp, so i'm done!
:D:D:D

all in all,

I LOVE YOU PPLE!

&hey stranger, will you keep to what you said in the msg?

ThankYou, loved :D

2008-10-12T21:17:00.007+08:00

Bday ytd was great! no, awesome! XD
i felt blessed and loved =)
very touched, nearly molested. by the letters and the whole day of celebration *shy* heh!
y'all made me forget the stuffs that were clotting my brain, and made me smiled and laughed from deep inside my heart. Thankyou(:

most memorable and the happiest bday i had, thankyou so much!
i love you pple totally yo :D:D:D

post and pictures to be up! will work on it asap =)

you can easily turned the whole great day the other way round. But the accompaniments, pictures and fun cheered me up :D
memories safely kept*

I WISH

2008-10-10T21:14:00.004+08:00

Everything seemed to flash by.
Why is the Earth always turning.
Why is the second, minute & hour hand always ticking.
Why are things always changing.
Why are human growing.
Why do pple change?

this is random but i'm seriously feeling. very mixed up now.
i miss band.
i miss sec sch friends.
i miss my classmates, chrys and dor.
i miss Missingten, #01 to #09.
i miss FOC and Phantos.
i miss the first half of the year.
i miss those beautiful days.
i miss someone..
i love yet hate 2008.

say goodbye to sixteenth soon.
strangely, i thought im alr seventeen.
usually it's only aft my birthday i'll feel im a year older.
probably beacause..
everything changes, including myself and my life. in 08.

i hope i can see you tmr...BUT,
TOO BIG A DREAM, MAY NOT COME TRUE.

Ciao!

memories

2008-10-10T18:32:00.004+08:00

Don't get upset if things don't go as planned. You can't control everything. When you allow yourself to get frustrated when surprises happen, you're no fun to be around. Take life in stride.
-Libra, astrology.com

-
i watched movie this in the midnight, recommended by Fion. i think ok only la, can watch to kill time. haha

Do Re Me Fa So La Ti Do

Initially tdy was supposed to meet up with MMT. in the end was cancelled, so here i am, alone at home again =\

OK! since i'm very free, let me introduce you pple to MMT k! :D
and bomb the blog with peeektures!

Here you go,
Nicole!Serena!Kevin!Lester!Ryan!YeongYih!Desmond!Winston!Kent!& me!.
.
.
.
mmt grp photos~

hahaha, ok below are all the random peeektures of FOC and Phantos outings :D:D:D
(it's not in order, cause i randomly picked them out)

yupppp, enough of pictures.
really miss those days, all the fun :D

anw, i couldn't get to sleep ytd again despite sleeping at 5am.
what's wnrg with me man. tskk

alright, off for twilight!

no words to describe

2008-10-09T13:33:00.012+08:00

i feel quite dejected now.

.
.
.

eeew. i felt uneasy staying all alone at home today.
i dont knw why either.

shucks. know what. i had difficulties forcing myself to sleep ~~ytd~~ this morn.
was doing online shopping happily and thn felt very tired - really tired.
so i went to bed. but couldn't sleep. (!!!)

thn now, i woke up so early with only 5-6hrs of slp?! arghhhhh
lie on the bed for damn long but couldn't get back to the lalaland.
the more i stayed on the bed awake, the more i think zzZZZ
still very tired though..

i think i'm going crazy. haaahaha

Singyee is not being realistic.
i think She's making up her own self-made perfect dreams. which does not fit into the situation in reality.
She's having crazye thoughts. Definately.

.
.
.
.
.

Okay ok ok.. can ignore all the nonsensical stuffs above. Lol
i feel really trapped at home tdy!
it's hols, so i shld go out right! (though i stayed home for less than a week during this hols)
i think i must do some shopping, cause sch's starting soon!
but the whole world seems pretty busy tdy. why must it be tdy, im so free you knw.
i feel like gg shopping!
ok, maybe not now anymore. not in the mood anymore, cause those peepos whom i wna meet are all busy busy busy busy yo. unless they're free =) but someone's online you knw....! hahah (ok thinking of the impossibles agn)

anw i went ~~shopping~~ walking ard Citylink and MarinaSq ytd with pgd.
had Pasta de Waraku for dinner at ard 5pm? Lol we had nth to do you see. Sg's a duper boring place. anw dinner's great :D
ohyea, we saw min's bf working there too. and since we're so kind, we accompanied him for his break. he ate alone agn. i realised alot of times the 4 of us watched him eat. lol
so the smart 4 decided to take the loop route to Kovan for supper. (meaning instead of taking the train heading towards Punggol, we took the one heading to HarbourFront and thn back)
and the very lucky 4 got onto the technically faulty train, which took us almost an hour to travel to Kovan. (shld only be 15-20mins)
Beancurd for supper then home at 11plus.
(bumped into IvanBay on train, some sec sch peepos at supper place. oh! and sec sch tchers at supper place too! hahah)

yuppp. so i shall be a good girl and stay home tdy to continue with my online shopping.
not neglecting twilight, of course.

2008-10-07T22:08:00.001+08:00

twilight is kinda addictive :D

REGRET

2008-10-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ever regret of making a choice?
Anything, but not the choice of Love.

Love is a reason, never a choice.
You don't choose to love somebody, there's always a reason for you to do so.
-

Guess what.
i woke up at 3am tdy. cause i slept at 6pm ytd. waited for parents to come home bfre gg to slp, if not lil bro will be all alone.
i think i'm getting weaker. cause i'm dead tired only w/o a day's sleep.
but it's really tiring! haven't been getting much rest during this hols :@
that explains my horrible eyebags and swollen eyes ):
anw, i went back to slp cause i couldn't find anything to do in the middle of the night. had a exciting gun war scene instead. yea, i had an...very dramatic dream. i'm the cop of course. hahah
(Van said i'm like playing game. CounterStrike ah? haha! but hey, X100000 more exciting than that okay)

ok enough of dreams.
woken up by Vanessa & YinHui's call in the late morning.
they asked me down for an interview, cause YH couldn't work.
so, went down to TanjongPagar, InternationalPlaza for the interview at Manpower.
actually nvr interview also, i merely filled in a form, lol
waited and waited and waited, in the end the in-charge still having meeting, so have to wait for the call to cfm whether they need me -.-
Van has to start work tmr! hope it's fun, and dont get lost! hahah

TheCathay for Eagle Eye, nice show =) abit exagerating but still nice! i give 4/5stars!
oh! i had meesua while Van had crepe bfre the movie.
Ailing & Fion joined us for the movie too.
YH went off aft movie for band.
we went Astons for dinner, had steak.
Rochor Beancurd, then bus home with Van.

-
Not feeling really happy does not equals to Emo.
i wna feel that kind of indescribable happiness too.
who doesn't.

PICTURES FOR SAT & SUN BELOW, 1/4 POSTED.

SLEEPY YET AWAKE

2008-10-05T15:54:00.006+08:00

i've got photos to upload, but too ~~lazy~~ tired to move ard the house.
need to get the cam and cable and connect to com and save to com you knw! hahhaa
(ok la, actually is just dont feel like uploading it now, heheh)

yupp, me just reached home fron the Children's Day Carnival.
quite alright, not that much of peepos thou.
oh anw. they treated us lunch. Sakae and KFC and PizzaHut deliveries =)
i'm craving for sushi and Ajisen now! =\

ohyea, ytd went Fion's hse to do the games station stuffs, thn to SKCC to set up the place and decorations till 530AM.
Fion's daddy came to fetch us aft that, sent Ailing home thn i went Fion's hse to catch some sleep. (cause gotta reach SKCC again at 8AM)
so reached her place at 6AM, took out my contacts (like finally! my right eye was super pain with some red thing which grew on it), off to sleep! but couldn't sleep -.-
flip and flop and flip and slept. lol
yupp, slept for abu 1hr, blahblah...thn finally the carnival ended.

so......aft i finish bathing till now little bro has been pestering me to make him afternoon snacks.
pancake, pizza, fruit salad, hard boiled egg, ........... everything that he could think of for me to make.
but hahahaha, no more flour, no pizza base, no fruit salad dressing.
in the end he found instant pizza in the fridge, so i'll just have to oven it for him :D
i think he's happier with the pizza now =) haha

oh man. am really tired.
but i guess i wont be able to sleep.
so yeaps. off to read my book probably.

oh! pay's here! but quite little. damn
i wna buy clothings lehhhh :@
i feel like going for moviessss too!
and Ajisen!
feel like baking and making sushi too.

tskkk!
MONEY MONEY MONEY.
IT'S SO FUNNY.
IN THE RICH MAN'S WORLD.

告诉我

2008-10-03T23:31:00.004+08:00

Hi, i've finished the TW drama, Rolling Love(翻滚吧!蛋炒饭).
it's nice, go watch it =)

okay, i've mentioned i'm helping out with the Children's Day Carnival thingy yea?
Here's the poster, bring the little kids down to support yupp! (:

Gna go bath now then watch other dramas or tv or continue with my book.

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH!

Being happy is a choice.
but is happy still a choice when you're not one of the choice?

~~i think~~ i've read too much into it.

i felt very dumb.
because it's only a call,
it made me changed my decision.
because i left my phone away frm me that day,
and when i took a look at it,
your msg came,
i believed it's ____, stupidly.

you know? i was so _______ while preparing to ________.
but i knew, you've moved away.

也许我真的不够勇敢
告诉我, 怎么能忘记你的笑容
告诉我, 怎么做才是普通朋友
告诉我, 悲伤的时候会想起我
有些话说不出口
害怕又犯下了错
so lost... and confused.

LOOK TO THE FUTURE.

2008-10-02T23:42:00.005+08:00

Is future always better?

Let's begin with tdy.
Kgarden session with pgd, then dinner at House of Seafood(?) or smth. i forgot. it's near PrataHouse. second time there, first was with mmt.
anyway, that place serves yummy food :D
walked to Srng Stn, bus home.

ytd was Children's Day as well as Hari Raya. also the beginning of October. how fast..
anyway, apologies to yy cause we were all late =/
met up with Desmond at AMKHub, trained to Dhoby, met Lester. we waited 3hrs for him man.
went TheCathay for lunch cum dinner at 日本村.
Kevin came, watched PaintedSkin (i'll give 3.5/5stars, behind touching but front quite boring leh. aiyy i don't knw, go watch it and rate yourself cause some pple said it's very nice), pool-ed, bus home.

30th, tues. meet up with Fion & Ailing at Hougang, had PepperLunch for dinner. went Fion's house to continue to the decorations for the Children's Day event on the coming Sunday. Took last bus home.

29th, mon. Lester's belated birthday celeb. Meet up with Ryan and headed dwn to Dhoby, walked to some 7eleven and slacked there. (Serena, Nicole, Lester, Kevin, Desmond and Winston were alr there) went opposite to Hotel81 and they wanted to book a room to slack, but failed. Hotel81 doesn't allow so many to a room. so decided to go back to 7eleven, and came up with ideas to make Les drunk/puke. ohyeah, and yeongyih came. blahblahblah, cab home at ard 4am?

28th, sun. Trained to HarbourFront and walked the Marang Trail, Faber Walk, Henderson Waves, Hilltop Walk, Forest Walk and stopped at the Alexandra Arch to watched the lightings of the Arch at 7pm. we walked for 4-5hrs, sweat alot. anyway we're still left with Floral Walk & HortPark and Canopy Walk. bus back to Vivo aft that and had dinner at Hong Kong Kim Gary. had a damn hilarious dinner, we laughed like nobody's business. like the whole shop's ours, haha. even aft we walked out of the restaurant, we were still laughing, LOL-ing. damn crazy, but nice :D

okay, below are pictures. only taken from Henderson Waves onwards. the first 2 trails nth much to snap. (lazy to caption, so..yea. haah)

25th 26th & 27th, thurs fri & sat. these 3days are kinda linked, so i'll blog them tgt.
25th was work at PlazaSing at 10PM till 6AM the next day. work was kinda fun.
so yea, worked till 26th morning, trained to Srng with HuiMin. Thanks yy for being our vocal tourguide, reached Macs safely despite the heavy rain. exciting trip there, like playing game. (cause we followed yy intructions very closely, we turned when he asked us to turn that kind of thing. thru phone btw, hahaha) quite hilarious. ok, had MacGriddles! :D goodness, i craved for mths man. home to slp aft that. oh, i fell asleep on the bus and missed my stop =/
woke up, prepared and went over to Hougang, Fion's house. did the Children's Day event thingy and stayed over with pgd. supper at 7eleven and walked to near Kovan Stn for beancurd(forgot the name). super nice! nicer than the one near Paradize. but can fight with the one at Geylang. haha
walked back to Fion's hse, watched drama and movie(4Bia). watched 1part of 4Bia which quite make no sense and wasn't at all scary. fell asleep in the morning.
ok, so 27th alr right. woke and prepared, trained to AMK for steamboat. walked ard AMKHub awhile, bought the durian pancake to try, long queue, but really nice :D home in the late night.

oh anyway, i've finished watching the HK drama, 学警出更! :D
now watching TW drama, Rolling Love! Genie's really pretty!
can't wait to watch Hot Shot, but i don't wna wait episode by episode, so shall wait for it to be fully released. i bet XiaoZhu must be damn handsome in the show! tgt with Jerry and WuChun.

However,
i think i like the past more.
Do you?

Appreciate the unpredictable?

2008-09-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

hi,
quick update.

Sunday, 21sept
shopped at Hougang NTUC with pgd, quite fun lol
bought ingredients and went Huimin's house to make sushi (:
hahaha, had fun.
our sushi tasted quite nice too! heheh :D
KC(min's bf) came aft that, thn we went off to Srng, PrataHouse for supper.
he drove us home aft that, thankyou!

Monday was work at Penjuru Warehouse, woke and went out even earlier than sec sch days! omgg =/ caught MamaMia at Jurong Entertainment aft work, nice! 4/5stars! alot of flashbacks and memories while watching, those were the days........hahahhaa

Tuesday was work at ~~IMM~~ Vivo. damn slack, cause we've finished everything last week, so nth much for us to do just walk here and there touch here touch there slack the day thru lol (time passes even slower....)

Wednesday(today) was at Vivo, had stocktake so the shop was closed till evening, count count count shout shout shout ended early tdy as well cause we're done with everything way bfre time! =) bought some snacks, chitchat and home. ohya, went out quite early tdy, saw many familiar faces on my way to work, but they're on their way to sch instead.
Fion please takecare of yourself! :D

Tmr will be at PlazaSing, but work will start only at 10PM. till 6AM. hahahhahah, overnight stocktake, hope i wont get too tired and count wrngly man~ aiyy, just hope my eyes/contacts wont give me problems
hope i can get my McGriddles aft work in the morning! craving since 14257mths ago hahahha yay! xD

haven't been sleeping well last week, didn't slp much
so this week am very tired and sleepy, but didn't get much slp either
have been slping on mrt/bus rides, hahah!
tmr's overnight work, last day! i can survive~ hahahhahahaaaaaaa
luckily headaches wasn't as serious as last week's, it bugged me for more than a week alr you knw =/

OK LASTLY, i'm looking for jobs again! to kill time and to earn money for shopping/leisure! hahha :D

Time is changes, Changes are time.

An incomplete chapter...

2008-09-21T16:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNON BESTIE!!! xD
i miss you hell loads, babe!
it'd been more than 6mths since i last met you! eversince you started JC.
let's meet up sooon! :D:D:D
hope you have fun & may your wishes come true, loveya!

i laughed while browsing thru the photos. hahahhahah
crazy stupid silly lame yet fun and memorable XD
uploaded some to share.
Shannon, PeiJuan and me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS CHAN TOO!

Alrights, am out everyday so haven't been blogging.
now i'm waiting for some pig to wake thn decide what time to meet.
so, i'm here to waste my time while waiting. (since tudou.com as some prob and i can't watch it! =/)

Whole of this week was work and work and work at Vivo.
Ok, maybe not whole. Monday to Friday, haa.

Tuesday, 16th
aft work met up with Phantos pple for Ivan's movie, TheDays.
Huimin & Fion came along too. Thanks Desmond for helping them buy tix. lol
movie was 715pm but min, ion, des and me went in at 730pm? Haa
Thanks for waiting tgt anw, =)
AlpsCafe aft movie with Nicole, YeongYih, Desmond, Lester, Ivan and Gideon.
Ivan and Gideon went off first.
then we told yy's uncle(?) that it's yy's bday, so he say he'll plan smth. haha
yeah. cake and waterfall for him. LOL
the waterfall nice leh! HAHA (visual i mean, taste i doubt it's nice HAH!)
yy went off aft celebration, the rest of us stayed and sang.
cab home with Les.
wash up and slept, damn tired. plus working the next day =/

the pictures can't rlly see the fire, =/
rest of the work days nth much i guess. hang ard with pgd bfre gg home.

Saturday, 20th
MarinaSq with Fion & Huimin, (TheFaceShop's having sales there! cause they're closing dwn i think), bumped into Sinyuan, thn Kent called saying that he saw me while working(went over to talk for awhile thn went off), Jessica came and joined us for dinner, min went off, went over to PlazaSing's CottonOn, saw Phantos' GLs, supper at somewhere near ParadizeCenter, alot of pple mannn, had beancurd.

ohya, we dropped by TheCathay bfre supper and went in a shop, LeftFoot and saw Ben(the celebrity!)
Ben: Welcome! *while serving customers with shoes*
*Fion stares at him, me stare at him thinking: eh very familiar hor?*
Fion: eh Ben leh
Me: omg why he work as salesman!
Fion, Jess: LOL. that shop belongs to him -.-

hahaha, dotsdotsdots.
thn aft that we came up with all sorts of rubbish. damn funny lol

anw we knew last train was at 12am, but still we slowly walked and take our time, lol
didn't have the urge to go home you see. wanted to go Alps but dropped the idea.
ok, managed to catch the last train, just on time. damn lucky
me managed to catch the last bus at Srng too.
OK, Thanks YeongYih for having the thought to drive me home =) dont say i heartless okay Lol
watched drama and slept.

now waiting for FionYeNuTing to wake up! 430pm alr leh omgggggxzxz

Most females say things that they actually don't mean it.
i do, too.

Because we hide our real feelings.
Because we doesn't want to the other party to know the truth.
they should know. they should find out themselves.

When a female says she doesn't want to see you, she actually wants.
When a female says she hates you, she actually don't.
When a female tells you she's fine, she's actually not.
When you do/say things that hurts a female, she pretends that nothing had happened.
She hides herself, to let others discover her.

Understanding is part of Love.
...left me in suspense.

2008-09-19T23:10:00.005+08:00

死结

离不开的却离开抓不住想抓的爱
怪自己活该
我的未来你不来我的故事很无奈
我注定失败
我们的对话你悄悄离了线
我们的热线今后断了线
你在线的那边那么遥远
你说再见宣判了终点
你在我心里打了死结
绑住孤单在我的世界
你带走的快乐我没了知觉
一个人面对每个日夜
你在我心里打了死结
绑住孤单在我的世界
找不到你的我已失去一切
我们的爱已无法脱险你打了死结
无心伤害却伤害空白以后才明白
原来这是爱
你的心我最能猜你的爱我被淘汰
我注定悲哀
我们的对话你悄悄离了线
我们的热线今后断了线
你在线的那边那么遥远
你说再见宣判了终点
你在我心里打了死结
绑住孤单在我的世界
你带走的快乐我没了知觉一个人面对每个日夜
你在我心里打了死结
绑住孤单在我的世界
找不到你的我已失去一切
我们的爱已无法脱险你打了死结

Only envy, doesn't belong.

a week.

2008-09-15T01:51:00.005+08:00

hey, i thought i wouldn't have the time to blog the next few days so i'll blog now.
sacrificing my sleeping time. have to wake very early tmr! ):

i get headaches for the whole week, every single day.
i couldn't slp ~~almost~~ every night.
that explains my very unglam dark eye rings recently. getting darker & darker ):
and yupp, that is why i'm online till so late.
i slept at 5-6am every morning and wakes at 9am-12noon for this week.
i didnt slp well either.
headaches added on to my troubles. tsk

updates for the week below.

Mon, 8th.
Interview at TekMedia at Aljunied with PGD.
HuiMin's bf came aft interview and brought us to dinner at Geylang Lor 19(somewhr there if i'm not wrng), had dim sum. Nice!
went Vivo chilled at Ben&Jerry, then caught CyborgShe. 3.5/5 stars!
midnight home.

Tues, 9th.
meet Ailing at her hse's busstop and we went running. from SengKang to HougangMall to meet Fion for dinner at HougangPlaza kpt.
healthy lifestyle yo x)
aft dinner, went Fion's hse, webcam-ed with HuiMin.
midnight home.

Wed, 10th.
KGarden with PGD, dropped the idea.
Collect forms(work stuff), dropped the idea.
Queensway to buy shoes, dropped the idea.
In the end, min went to meet bf, the 3 of us decided to go buy materials for Children's Day event.
bought balls from WestPlaza bfre going Hougang to meet them.
we bought 2cartons of Sparkling Ribena(glass bottle), which makes it 48bottles.
imagine 3 vulnerable girls carrying such heavy stuffs! =/
carried to Fion's hse, dailed for rescue to come down to help us drink those Ribena.
went HougangMall again to buy the rings thn meet Bennett, PeiXiang and Andy at HougangPlaza for dinner.
back to Fion's hse for "Ribena Party", Jessica came.
finished 1carton, and i brought home 10bottles. heavy mannnnxx
midnight home.

Thurs, 11th.
went Aljunied, TekMedia again for training.
dinner, dim sum at Geylang again. went back to the same stall that KC introduced on Monday. had beancurd along that road aft that. NICE! x)
walked ard, Fion bought clothes. went Fion's house aft that.
oh, and we rejected the job in the end. wasted trip to the training.
midnight home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DONAVAN LOY JIAN HUI! :D (woof! haha!)
hope you enjoyed the day, though didn't help you celeb. hahaah
& Quit smoking please -.-

Fri, 12th.
meet up with PGD and went Tampines to collect our forms for work stuff.
Ailing's bf came aft that, and HuiMin went off to meet bf.
so, 4 of us went out. (Ailing & bf, me & bf[****]. hahhaa!) couple date, Lol
actual plan was to go seperate ways aft collecting the forms, but ended up we went tgt =) but min went off =/
yupppp. we hit the town!
goodness, it has been 13252years since i went town yo.
Cineleisure, main thing is movie thn just walked ard. caught My Sassy Girl. 3.5/5stars!
walked ard town aft movie, many shops closed so we went off for supper at Kovan.
had Punggol Nasi Lemak, not bad~
Ailing's bf went off, 3 of us went ****'s hse. stayed over!
fell asleep at ard 6am? kena squeezed by them cause i slept in the middle! HAHA

hahaha, so bf for the day is ****, lol~
ok la, is FION! xD
i hope **** is ****, haaaa

Fion!webcam with Simon, pig face

Sat, 13th.
so, i woke up bfre 12pm. listened to songs while waiting for them to wake. the 2 of them damn pig, woke at 2pm!
blablabla, meet Jessica at HougangMall for lunch cum dinner.
home at 7pm, watched video. like finally! didnt have to time to watch on the other days.

Sun, 14th.
went out with Fion bf! hahaha
Fareast, bought clothes!
Wisma and Taka to look for shoes, but couldn't find.
dinner at Taka, headed down to Vivo to buy shoe then to somewhere near PunngolPlaza to meet Francesca, Arthur, Donavan and Mitchell. celebrated Mid-Autumn Fest.
midnight home.

Francesca

me & fion

this is Arthur, also known as mushroom Haha

thought of buying this but i dont like the belt! =/

one of the midnight when i was walking home my heart stopped, synchronised with my movement.
i stunned for awhile before moving away.
i was distracted from the surroundings by my phone, hence didn't notice those terrifying eyes staring at me.
they stood infront of me, i stopped, shocked and stunned, quite afraid, i think my heart stopped beating at that moment too.
darn. they looked damn scary, plus there's funeral at that block.
so i turned, walked back and took another route home.
stupid cats.

alight, time to sleep.
it's 330am now and i've to wake at 7am.

(yupp, i met Fion for the whole week. Ailing & HuiMin on most of the days too. PGD is love =D)

2008-09-09T17:26:00.002+08:00

damn irritating.
i thought it would be a good ending, but it ended with tears on my face LOL =/
bfre that i was still wondering.
Is there really such fate in this world? How can things be such a coincidence? Do such good things really exist?
But yeah, good things do come to an end.
just like a show, there's always be good and bad.

haha.
yes, i've just finish watching the 32 episodes HongKong drama, 学警雄心.
quite interesting, it actually made me reflect aft watching. HAHA
nice show.

here's the link, recommended yo.
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/playindex.do?lid=894090&iid=6942325

gna watch 学警出更 next, another 30 epidoses. the part2 of 学警雄心.
(Fion's watching and she told me it's damn sad)

Life is a learning experience.

I'M BETTER =)

2008-09-08T02:50:00.001+08:00

know what. i'm such a failure. such an idiot. such a fool.
i got the urge to snip my hair short. heh.
(few days ago i only trimmed, didn't really cut. but i did cut my fringe)

alright. thou i'm sick, i still went out. diarrhoea came as and when it likes ):
but tdy, no more! aft 3days.

interview tmr at Aljunied with PGD.
can't wait for the yummy-licious food! whahah
but quite scary eh, we dont even knw that place, dont even knw the exact location of those nice food, ltr anyhow walk...walk....walk....lol~!

i'll start with pictures this time round.
i have a crazy cute adorable loveable little brother xD
(alot of blur picts cause he couldn't stay still for even a second! hahah)

P/S: my hair's not that short la! i tied up the longer layers so yupp, that's just the shortest layer.

4sept, THURS
meet up with PGD(Ailing, Fion, HuiMin, me) to JurongEast, CPF Building for interviews.
first interview at KellyServices was funny. lol.
we were supposed to look for Joshua. anw thanks Dora for the job! :D

US: we've made an appointment with Joshua for an interview.
Staff A: Ok please fill in the forms. i'll ask Joshua to attend to you later.
*Us filling in the forms, the office phone rang*
Staff A: Hi Joshua speaking, ...........
*we looked at each other. lost~ laughs*
Staff B, C.... to Staff A: Eh Joshua, .........

lol. we kept laughing whenever someone called out 'Joshua'.
damn funny. still tell us he'll ask Joshua to attend to us later when we asked to look for Joshua. & when he himself is Joshua. -.-
the interview was quite funny as well.

Ok anw, anyone interested in the job can ask me for the number yo.
it's only 4days, 22nd Sept to 25th Sept.

IMM aft that, Subway & FancyDelight for lunch cum dinner.
Hougang for haircut at Khe, Fion's hse to crap.

4 of us wore jeans that day. coincidence ok! hahahah
tskk. i look damn weird in the pictures =/ (it was bfre the haircut anw)

cup tarts-.- hah. nice=)
i'm craving for egg tarts now! =/

5sept, FRI
meet up with Jessica, Arthur, ChihRen, Bennett and Ailing at DTE/E!Hub in the evening.
blablabla, Jess went off while the rest of us caught a movie.

DeathRace.
pretty good. 4/5 races! exciting yo.
but Hana Yori Dango(Boys over Flowers) is better, heh! :D

6sept, SAT
met Jess, Arthur, Bennett, Xinyu and some others while waiting for the assholes.
yupp, purpose of the day is to meet PGD for Subway at CP and accompanying Ai to Hougang for haircut.
Subway at CP is chaotic. it's their first day opening you see.
the queue was freaking long, and many new staffs made the service poor.
but Subway's still nice and healthy! haha
to Hougang at 830pm and the salon's closed.
So, Fion's house to crap again. we played card games -.- Lol~

MOONCAKE DAY IS ARRIVING SOOOOON!
Goodwood Park Hotel's durian mooncake is awesome! x)

Currently watching a HongKong drama, 学警雄心.
32 episodes. surprised that i actually watched? hahahah
anyway i'm finishing soon =)
(omggg Fion just told me there's a 2nd part for this show, which is called....ehh i forgot lol! goodness another 30 episodes)

in a dilemma....

CRAP

2008-09-05T16:36:00.004+08:00

Jess said i've got a "package".
a package that consists of diarrhoea(whenever i eat/drink -.- can die), headache, fever, flu, block nose, cough and my voice gna be gone soon i think.

yes, i'm sick =/

2008-09-05T00:20:00.005+08:00

I CUT MY HAIR.

ireallymissyou..

"THERE'S NO ANSWER TO LOVE"

2008-09-03T23:47:00.010+08:00

Tokyo Showers
finished this Korean drama recommended by Jess.
there's only 4 episodes, yet it made me cry. at the very last part. lol
hmm, go watch it yourself. i'll rate it 3.5/5 showers.
i don't like the ending! =/

i questioned myself.
why do i always think of you.
why do i get so affected by you.
i came to no conclusion.

i tried to stop myself.
i can't.
the more i try, the more it stays.

some time back, i woke up in tears.
i could hardly open my eyes.
no.
it wasn't you that made me cry.
it was a really nice dream.
sweet. very.
the part of you and me, i hoped it will never end.
the scene changes so fast.
that it ended with a quarrel with mummy.

today.
i woke up with a phrase of a song in my head. repeating non-stop.
it didn't stop.
then, i found tears collected at the corner of my eye.

sometimes i really hate you.
hate you for being so close to me in the past.
hate you for not contacting me suddenly.
hate you for not telling me what you're thinking.
hate you for leaving me to think of you every now and then.
i hate you for everything.

but.
all the hatred vanished.
whenever i see you.
whenever you talked to me.
whenever you looked at me.

in fact.
you're not the one i hate.
i hate myself.

i dont knw what is happiness ~~without you~~.
everytime i smiled, i thought of you.
when i'm with others, i thought of you.
when i'm with you, i thought of what you're thinking.
this shouldn't be the way.

for now i realised,
i've lost myself.

我知道这样不好 也知道你的爱只能那么少

我只有不停地要要到你想逃

泪湿的枕头晒干就好 眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹

以为在你身后是我一辈子的骄傲

原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰只要你好好久久爱我一遍

就算虚荣也好贪心也好 哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望

我不要你的承诺不要你的永远只要你真真切切爱我一遍

就算虚荣也好贪心也好 最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答

原来你什么都不想要

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/141940ht.htm

2008-09-03T15:47:00.000+08:00

HAHA :)lol...nic!les!xDRyann x)desmondyeongyih!winstonLol~another one...Lol~Ry =) :D

(Do scroll dwn for the updates! [=)

2008-09-03T02:26:00.007+08:00

quite affected by the msn conver just now. cause somebody sounded so damn irritated. i wouldn't even give a damn if it's not you. but since you said you didn't, then forget it. hmm.........

and now Blogger's trying to piss me off. i'll upload the picts next time.
*not moodswing ok*

HOHOHO :D

2008-09-02T23:24:00.007+08:00

hi i'm back! lol

caught this with Ai & Ion! :D

Boys Over Flowers The Movie

damn nice yo! go watch go watch go watch! i'll give 4.5/5 stars! :D

the main girl lead's pretty and cute! hahhaa.
and the F4 in the show damn lame, Lol!
anw this is the Liu Xing Hua Yuan Final i think.

NICE ENDING OF AUG & WELCOMING SEPT! XD

2008-09-02T14:18:00.012+08:00

okay, i still have a little bit of time so i'll make a ~~brief~~ update k! haha

i had 3 pretty good days. (sat, sun & mon) hahahah
i think will be 4, cause i'm going out ~~ltr~~ sooon!
had fun and laughters, LOL :D

Sat is with the girls, alr mentioned in the previous post. =)

SUN. (31AUG)
Nicole accompanied me to ComexFair, thanksthanks! =) then that kuku subordinate Lester tagged along! LOL! disrupt our date. haha.. okay anw, purpose of going ComexFair is to look for ChrystleChan! haha. touched right! :D

goodness, that place is crap man. so many things, so many levels, so many pple. squeeze here and there, damn messy. Lol. okay, so with the help frm Jessica (cause she told me she saw Chrystle & Nicholas), i finally found the PlayStation booth. couldn't spot them frm outside, so we squeezed in, but couldn't find as well. so i called Chrys, and she asked me to look behind. then i was thinking, behind not wall meh?! LOL. turned, and saw Nicholas, then saw Chrystle! hahahha!
*Chrys, you damn difficult to spot you knw??? hahhaha :D
Jess came to look for me for awhile, then she went off to meet PeiXiang they all.
then we went looking for Nicole's friend. damn difficult to find the place i tell you.
oh! & go out with Lester is damn embarassing you knw! anyhow shout and do stupid actions, the whole world looking at him he also dont care. Lol~!

aft that went DhobyGhaut, AlpsCafe. met up with Ryan, YeongYih, Winston and Desmond.
drink, drank, drunk. plus soccer. LOL
left, and Lester vomitted outside Alps, thn we stayed outside for quite long i think. i was having serious headache. thn i was telling Nicole my heartbeat damn fast, and my heart beat damn hard. Lol!
so Ryan supported me and Desmond, one on each side. wth, dont knw is me or Des, like keep swinging left and right. Haha! or maybe is Ry hor? Lol!
okay, aft that decided to go singing so me, yy and les board a cab, the rest board the other cab. cause at that time, yy was the only wide awake one i think. lol! so he must take care of us, haha. board the cab, Les asked the driver to drive slowly, then asked for plastic bag. hahahha
we alighted at amkhub, went mac and waited for the rest to reach. they took damn longgggg. hahahhaa
and knw what, they called and said all 4 of them alighted the cab at dont knw whr and vomitted! LOL! Nic vomitted in the cab i think, and she vomitted on Des. lol!
blablabla, then Ry called and say i keep vomitting. LOL! damn funny can. hahahhaha
somemore i not with him -.- hahhahah
thn i was half-conscious in mac, but no vomit feel. i knw what they talking abu but too headache to react. so i just lied on the table. hahaha
so in the end, they decided to go home. cab again, yy alighted first then Les send me home.
he damn idiot, cause he send me up my hse, then he stand down there. so i said bye to him, he say must see me go in if not ltr i faint outside my hse -.- Lol
okay la, thanks alot man! =)
thn for the other 4 of them, think they cab home aft vomitting also. Des told me right aft he got off the cab he vomitted, then Ry cannot rmb how he got home?! LOL super hilarious can

MON. (1SEPT)
damn tired when i got home. changed and everything, then dropped onto my bed. Lol~
but i couldn't sleep! cause my head kept, "bom bom bom"(sound of heartbeat), damn loud and hard can. then kept flipping here and there all the way till 5plus 6am. and finally, headache gone (by abit) and finally fell asleep.
i think yy msged in the midnight saying meet 1230 in sch to support Ivan for the movie, TheDays. Ivan's one of the main lead, damn cool right =)
okay, i looked at the msg and ignored. hahaha
then aft that i think in the morning, cause i didn't fell deeply into my slp, phone rang again.
this time Ry msged, i looked then ignored again. Lol~ too tired to type/move my fingers haha
then next is dont knw who, Winston i think, again ignore.. cannot even rmb what he msg lol
then, Ry called. ard 12pm. think i thought my phone rang in my dreams so i didnt pick up, Lol!
so called back, woke up. called Nic, chatted for awhile about ytd lol!

i didnt go sch(for the Ivan's thingy) in the end, met up with Ryan, YeongYih, Nicole, Desmond then Lester at SrngGardens, went KGarden for singing session. haha!
didnt go early in the morning so must go in the afternoon. haha...

Les went off, we went Chomp for dinner.
accompanied Yy to PrataHouse to meet Phantos Srng pple for awhile, then went off.
went for Bball & Soccer. first time play in the night. hahhaa
thn while walking there, Ry stepped into a hole in the grass? hahaha.. =\
of course Nic, Des and me played Bball, while that 2 soccer fans played soccer. lol.
aft that we teamed up and played Bball match. (me nicole desmond VS ryan yeongyih)
goodness, ry & yy damn fast can! run fast, throw fast. Lol
totally thrashed. (SCORE: 5-0) LOL
ok la, had fun anw! :D

TODAY.
meeting ~~PGD~~ Ailing & Fion very soon. (HuiMin meeting her bf! =/)
i think i need to go prepare now, no time alr!! (didn't knw i can take such a long time to blog) lol
anw, we're going E!hub for movie! :D i forgot the title, lol.
will be back with more info! hahaha -.-

will be back with pictures toooo! xD

haha, i think my brief update took quite long and is damn long. (that's why i strike off the brief word on top, heh)

& SINyuan! i updated so looooooong, dont say i nvr update my blog hor! hahahha

ONLY IF IT'S MEANT-TO-BE.

2008-08-31T14:39:00.018+08:00

hais. sometimes coming online is a bad thing you knw. cause it let me see things i dont wna see. (i mean i want to knw but it's not like it concerns me right) then i will be like ): hahhah........

okay! short updates on FRI & SAT with pictures on the way.

FRIDAY. back to sec school with HuiMin & Fion, many went back. and cause most of the grads met like ard 10am, then one whole grp of grads were outside the gate waiting to go in(gate was closed you see). and we have to queue up to go in 1-by-1 -.- cause must check attire and sign in. lol
KGarden aft that. bumped into Desmond there. then dinner at ChompChomp, bumped into Nicole. hahah! so coincidence right! lol.
11pm home!

Tcher's Day Celebration. (the tcher's becoming more and more lame lol)
QUIZ.

tcher's performance! damn hot i tell you hahaha :D
(wont be uploading photos of other items, heh)

AWARDS.
Veteren Tcher, Mr Suaini!

Confident Tcher award, Mdm Norlinda!Creative Tcher, Mr Suaini! again. LolCommitted Tcher, Ms Fazleen!Compassionate Tcher, Ms Yeow!Caring Tcher, Mr Lim! (famous amos tcher -.- lol)Ms Widayah!Ms Yeow! again also. hahahaMr Calwin Wu! (mr bean haha)Ms Ng U-Lynn! (pretty. she appeared on moe ad last yr?)hahah pretty right. i think she look like the atress Li-Lin(the one who acted in Leap Year). KGarden.

SATURDAY. i gave band visit a miss in the end, hahaha =/ met up with Ailing, Fion, Kimberly, Jessica, Bennett, PeiXiang, Andy at CompassPoint, headed down to PlazaSing and met up with PeiJuan and XinYuan.
Headed to MindCafe, and that SINyuan's umbrella saved us! cause it was pouring. and she remembered she has a umbrella with her only aft quite long~Haha!
Did a little shopping at PlazaSing then Vivo. and i'm quite sad, cause i've got no money to shop! as in, got money but i feel really bad if i keep spending. my bank a/c balance kept decreasing and decreasing and decreasing leh....... i need to work! but dont knw whr to find.

the Girls. PeiJuan & XinYuan went off. the guys took this pic for us then went off as well. LOL

so the 5 of us went to check the slots for movie, but no more slots. cause it's alr 10pm. so we walked ard, ai and kim bought jackets. then went outside for a breeze. played camp games(handiplast & dont knw what big fish small fish game-.-) Lol and we went haywired. Wooo! :D damn hilarious i tell you. esp ai, crazy one. HAHA
and we kept laughing on the train, damn AA. cause i think alot of pple looking =/
went off at 12+, 1am home!

CVSS DAYS?! =/

2008-08-28T22:41:00.012+08:00

; edited, 11:46 PM

hahaha i ran all the way frm Fion's hse to HougangInterchange just now, cause the last bus's at 11pm and i left her hse at 11pm. Lol
luckily when i reached, the bus's still there =)

a conver with Fion just now.
me: eh when's mid-autumn fest?
ion: 八月九号(9Aug) 中秋节!
*silence...*
me: 八月九号 not national day meh?!
laugh out loud..

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YO!
i'm currently in Fion's hse now yo:D

initially wanted go back CVSS to visit band but practice tdy was cancelled, so me, Fion & Jess visited CP instead. :S
we bumped into Christel and Nicole there, ages since i saw Christel man!
oh, and met ChihRen, Bennett, Mitchell & his friend. damn boring, cause we've got nth to do there =/
Hougang for dinner with the girls, ben and mitch. then to Fion's hse till now.

that's all for tdy!

tmr will be heading to CVSS with HuiMin and Fion in the morning for tcher's day celebration yo!
i think 4G and 5B will be going as a class.
4H lehhhh??!?!??!?! why nobody organise =/
Sat will be going band, help them get tcher's day cake, then dont knw do what lol
aft that going out with usual band clique (Fion, Jess, Ailing, PeiJuan, Kimberly, XinYuan, PeiXiang, Bennett, Andy, Jonathan .......)

tsk. see that blueblack on my chin! somemore can be seen in every pic ):
still wondering how i got that blueblack, weird~~

FION girlfriend (:JESS orlang (:forever~ hahha youcam. ugly photos ):what's with that crow -.-i dont wna take, cause i looked weird!candid. haha! dont knw what expression is that man :S
finally..it's 2:54AM now. and i've to reach sch econ at like 9:45AM!
all thanks the Internet Explorer.
kept telling me "Internet Explorer cannot display the webpage" -.- dont knw what's their problem.
only managed to upload the picts aft trying to load a multiple times.
imagine trying to load 1 image for 5 times! ZZZ

so yea, outdated photos some other days! InternetExplorer is getting on my nerves! =/

2008-08-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

****

WA F***! i just realised i did smth wrng for my BA paper, P&L a/c! aft reading ryan's blog quite awhile ago.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
idiot la. i think the impairment loss thingy i did wrngly lehhh! suck
singyee, what the hell you doing manxzxzxxzxzxzx! =/

):
damn angry with myself can, grrrr

WOOOHOOO :D

2008-08-27T22:50:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BELOVED MISS LAI!
please make youself free for us to book you okay! :D :D D
hahaha, i miss band with you pple!
& kahyuen! i still can rmb how you scold! hahahaha
stay :D okay!
love.

YES YES YES! EXAMS ARE OVER! wooohooo! xD
okay, generally i think the papers are quite okay. provided if i've studied enough which apparently i didn't la. lol
yea, so pray hard that i can do well.
i hate waiting for results man, how good will it be if the next day aft our exams we can knw our results?! even if i didn't study for it, even if i didn't do well, i'll still be very eager to knw leh. dont knw why :S hahaa

everybody has different answers for BA paper tdy! argh. let's hope there's error in the paper and everybody's correct! hahahhaha *fat hope man =/*
andandand, i dont knw how the hell so manyyyyyy people finish their papers so quickly! accounting papers everytime not enough time one leh. then everyone like leaving when i'm still left with 2 structured qns and mcqs!

haha okay anw, decided to go home aft exam end. sad right?!
took bus 15, dora alighted first cause she got something on.
so left with me, chrys and matthias.
then when the next stop's TM, me and chrys suddenly decided to alight and have BK for lunch. so we asked matthias to alight with us. LOL
damn funny. and right aft we alight, matthias received a call frm home and he's needed at home, so in the end he took mrt home =/ hahha damn funny, sorry anw :S

so aft eating, me and chrys went SHOPPING!! at TM -.- hahaha
went TimesBookstore and i got a book yo, so i've smth to do during my boring hols =/
walked ard, and without fail we went into Mango :D
the psp girl bought a shorts ($30+) and i bought a jacket ($65)
hahaha damn funny, everything she liked i will like tell her, "BUY la, cause tmr you working alr!" and vice-versa. hahahahha xD
though i'm not working so soon.

anw, all the best for your work tmr at comex fair! hope you'll sell thousands of psp & ps3! :D
pple who wna buy psp/ps3, please go to Suntec Convention Hall, Comex Fair and buy from CHRYSTLE CHAN JIA HUI okokok!

lastly, YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU! intro me jobssss! x)

OOO! i have a blueblack on my chin! 3days alr, is damn pain can! =/
dont even knw how i got it. i dont rmb myself banging my chin onto anything leh. dont even rmb myself banging onto anything -.- tsk!

of course am still thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking of...you. aiya but what to do not as if the one you're thinking of is me. lol whateverrrrr~

i wna do smth fun and exciting! hahahahah XD
ask me out k!
and i damnnnnnn long nvr go chalet leh. organise leh somebody!!!! lol

2008-08-26T19:00:00.005+08:00

some quiz/

Does it matter if your boyfriend drinks a lot? maybe? if it's everyday that kind
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? night
Do you have expensive jewelry? no
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yes
Excited for anything this week? no? excited for exams to end maybe
How many kids do you want to have? 2? -.- depends
What outfit do you have on at this exact moment? casual home clothes
What are you doing tomorrow? BA exam
What colour is your hair? reddish-brown/black?
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? lil bro
Have you ever told anyone you love them? yes. face to face maybe no -.-
Wanna get married? of course la
When was the last time you laughed? hahahahaha. there now
Where can you see yourself being proposed to at? dont knw
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yes
Have you had alcohol this week? no
Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? wont. even not face to face also wont
What does your last text message say? lol what drunk in my tears one -.- frm some kuku subordinate
Do you like anyone? ya
Do you prefer to call or text? both. but impt then call better
Do you have any pets? no
What were you doing at 12am last night? online
How do you feel right now? bored
How many houses have you lived in? grandparents' and mine
Are you a social person? if you think so
What was the last thing you ate? biscuits!
Favourite colour? purple black white red
What are you doing for your next birthday? no plans
/

ONE MORE TO GO! :D:D:D

2008-08-26T00:02:00.016+08:00

hope ~~hardwork~~ last-min work pays off man. study until like having O's like that-.-

ytd(sun) most of the time was in my room having fun with OB & Macro. oh, i shared a lil of my love with Beijing Olympics Closing Ceremony as well! but very lil only ):

damn grand i tell you, i like the London BusStop thingy, like woohoooo!

*shit i forgot the country's name! i suck at remembering names man no wonder everytime cannot remember those points for exams =/*

ok, just some country broke 3 world records in the track events man. woooo! freaking cool. USA rock too! xD

Olympics was really nice, but i didn't managed to really watch. why? cause of exams=/

nbm, i had a patch with London Olympics 4years ltr! hehhh x)

OOO! and Sat & Sun night there's fireworks festival or smth i think, cause suddenly the sky went booom-booooooooom-boooooooooooom! tskk, i didnt get to see damn sad ):

anw, Olympics' fireworks were awesome! the 5 coloured rings one was like, wooo! hahahha

my eye really went O.O

damn impressive

tdy was quite productive.

& first time in my 17years of life i studied for almost the whole day non-stop man.

OB paper 930-1130am, studied all the way till 6pm in sch library with Chrys and Dora(minus 1hr lunch & plus we didn't chit-chat okay! & okay, minus off 20mins slp time for me cause i rlly couldn't think alr so needed some rest xD), Macro paper at 7-9pm, and finally, home!

actually come to think of it, like quite shiok studying like that. hahaha

maybe can consider having studying as my new hobby huh. ok Macro maybe can, OB i think i will fall asleep man, unless dont need to memorise then maybe can! whahahahahh

really hate my brain leh, dont knw what's wrng with it. everytime forgot what i studied when i enter the examination hall. think i got exam phobia-.- lol

but i not tensed or scared or nervous or whatever leh. i feel like im going for lesson. hahaaa

maybe too relaxed alr, until the brain cannot think properly, thought really is lesson.

okay now not so much stress,

next will be BA BA BA BA BA BA on wed yo!

(ohya. forgot to mention that last wed i slept for ONE WHOLE DAY!! really 24hrs you knw. Lol. i reached home at ard 12pm, mummy alr went out to work, then i slept......all the way till the next day(thurs) 12pm when mummy went out to work again. LOL. dont knw what's wrng with me. slept and slept and slept and i really have the urge not to wake up you knw. cause my dream too sweet i think, damn nice. hahaa..

ok, so when i wake up, damn giddy and headache. cannot stand up, cause will feel like im going to faint anytime. ha. so yea.. sat down, stand awhile, faster sit down, until i feel quite okay. then that night i slept quite early sia, forgot what time but cfm bfre 12am! LOL)

am really tired.

Truth.

2008-08-23T12:34:00.006+08:00

righttttt/ my shoulders ache alot.
probably 'cause of ytd's gym-ing. we saw NorthStars(CVSS-ians) there again. lol

i think i shld make OrgBeh, Macro and B.Acc my featured friends.
i think i shld get dwn to study real hard. there's 2papers on Monday.
okay, aft i blog. promise.

i questioned myself.

Why.
Why even a ton-out reminds me of what happened during the last one.
Why.
Why that kind of closeness no longer belong to me. or us. but others.

i wished, i hoped, i wondered.
i wished it's -------.
i hoped for those moments to never end.
i wondered if you remember.

unknowningly, it became more difficult.
i really hope some day, i'll knw what you're thinking/feeling.
no matter whether it's someone who asked you to, i'll still be glad. only if i were to knw the
truth. (stranger or laogong, who are you)
i hate it. when the beautiful sweet memories became bitterly.

& Ailing ah Ailing, whr got everytime come also that track pic. i updated so many alr, is you retarded can! :D

PICTURES

2008-08-23T00:21:00.004+08:00

(tues to wed, stayover at YY's hse with MMT)

youcam-ing while the rest were mahjong-ing below.

okay, done!

i think ALMOST all are uploaded, cause the files are super small.

Kgarden photos with PGD, Yuhang's bday photos with classmates and photos with Chrys & Dora will be up soon, aft exams!

i hate myself for associating almost everything with you.

WHAT'S OUR DESTINY?

2008-08-21T15:31:00.008+08:00

i watched ONE LITRE OF TEARS (drama) again.
the last 3 episodes made me cried so much. again. Lol.
it's really amazing.
super great show, go watch it yo!
(watch the drama bfre watching the special series. movie isn't that nice, different casts as well)

hopefully i can find her dairy(One Litre of Tears) somewhere.

let her insipire you.

http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_One_Litre_of_Tears

the story about her, Aya.
This beautifully moving drama is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone.

Aya's only wish was “to live." By carefully depicting Aya's earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, “One Litre of Tears" wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."(Source: FujiTV)

TIME FOR MUGGING!
rmb to watch it when you're free yo, there's only 11 episodes!
even if you don't watch jap dramas, make this your first love for jap shows. wahahha

but because she's really someone so special. you should watch it.

REALITY.

2008-08-15T16:28:00.003+08:00

endless road.

walk or stay.

Dreams are visiting me more frequently. i rarely have them in the past.

i dreamt of rlly sweet and nice stuffs. but when i woke up from these beautiful dreams, i'll feel quite sad. cause i knw it may nvr come true..

move on, will you?..imy

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i used to love wed & thurs. or maybe fri as well.
i used to look forward to these days.
yet now, i hope these days will nvr come. or maybe somehow i still look forward to it?
contradicting.

i used to enjoy going school(tp).
cause it felt like i have a reason for going.
cause there's used to be meet-ups which i very look forward to.
cause with those, school is fun and nice.
but now. what's there?

my life suck now.
boring boring & boringgggg!
there's nth for me to do online. msn is silent. phone is silent. even the house is silent. except for the music that had been repeating for donkey times.

they said they saw you, i didnt. but i was thinking of you, then, you walked past.

i believe in fate, do you?

that's why the world's so big, yet small.

LIFE'S LIKE THIS.

2008-08-14T00:22:00.007+08:00

it's Thursday again.

i think i need to study for CSA end-sem test which is this coming Sat.
but i'm damn lazy to start, no motivation.
sian.

bfre i forget.
CONGRATS to KIMBERLY LIEW BEI XIN for achieving an A2 for O's chi!
CONGRATS to JESSICA NEO KAY SING for successfully gotten into TP's HTM thru DPA!
rlly happy for you pple, jiayou jiayou for O's!

now, my grades.
CSA - A
OrgBeh - A
B.Acc - A
Macroeconomics - B =(
CommSkills - ? (B for report, A for presentation, overall don't knw yet)
Thanks for chiong-ing the projs tgt, love you all (:

anw. HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY LIEW! :D (12thAUG)
&
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TEO YUHANG!
hope you'll enjoy the celebration =)

LOL?

2008-08-11T23:21:00.001+08:00

awww, nice right! i kop-ed this frm Simon's blog!
tsk. i want to see lehhh, like damn prettyyy! =/

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal... Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

saw this frm Liting's blog.
"When four or more men get together, they talk about sports.

When four or more women get together, they talk about men."

hahahaa, quite true huh? lol/

HATE TO BE ALONE ):

2008-08-11T17:47:00.016+08:00

the most truthful smile is the most sincere smile that comes directly from your heart.
(like how you laugh on the phone with "?" )

WOOHOO.
tdy quite happy cause i saw celebrities! HAHA. -.-
no la, just exaggerating. lol.

FRIDAY, 080808.
macro presentation, commskills.
saw KahYuen and she told me YokeTing's in TP so i went to surprise her, hahaha. bring her to eat at Design and went over to Lounge to look for KahYuen. Yoke went off first, chatted with KY and aft that went TM with Ryan, YeongYih, Lester, Nicole and MingZhen.
saw Ailing & bf.

SATURDAY.
i missed the ndp08 cause i was out the whole day. =S

i missed the fireworks too! ):
morning went swimming with Ailing & Jessica at Anchorvale. was late, so sorry =/ didnt sleep for the past 2days hence i ignored my alarm when it rang. haha =S
lunch with Jess at CP then home.
changed and meetup with Kimberly, she was late. lol. to Vivo and meetup with the guys(PeiXiang, Bennett, Jonathan, JunFei). headed to CityHall aft that, Raffles City Shopping Mall.
left at ard 830pm to meet Ryan at CityLink, sorry Kim =/ went over to MarinaSquare. took quite long to walk there cause was damn crowed and squeezy. human jam!
saw many familiar faces, saw Peishan & WaiKiong and ShawnKoh called out my name, 0.0 lol.
i think there's other pple(their clique) with them but i didn't rlly notice, cause cannot stop to talk to them. too many pple.
meet Lester, bought movie tix for Journey to the Center of the Earth at 1130pm, dinner, Desmond came, bowling, YeongYih came, movie. was late for the movie for like 15mins. lol.
went yy's pub aft that, AlpsCafe. blablabla, cab home at ard 4am? nice :D

SUNDAY.
com broke down -.-

TODAY.
commskills presentation.
Astons for lunch with Chrystle, Dora, Adam, Daniel and Desiree. Desiree went off first, then Daniel.
aft that........Edmund Chen & XiangYun and their family came! they sat like, next to us?! next table i mean. Lol. handsome! XiangYun looks pretty too =)
okay, and they looked into our eyes! HAHA. x) shld have taken photos with them right? lol.
ParkWay aft that, shopped for Yuhang's present from TopMan.
Ben&Jerry's and home.

anw, tdy's Mr.Ramesh's last lesson, commskills. so no commskills on fri :D
however, was kind of sad when he announced it to us cause his lesson was one of the best among all other lessons. most of the times, he managed to make us laugh.

i feel like going to sing!
i feel like anyhow spent on pretty clothes! but i can't.
i feel like going overseas soon.
i feel like going somewhere fun.
i feel like....msging, going out & talking to you

exams are coming! ): but hols are arriving :D
oh well, i need money! i need a job!

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAYS! to:

ELICIA! happy 18th! (5thAUG)

JOASH! happy 16th! (6thAUG)

JIALING aka JAYELLE! :D happy 18th! (10thAUG)

SINGAPOREEE! happy 43rd! (9thAUG)
chrys, it's 43rd! not 45th! hhahhaha x)

i hope for another great day to come. x)

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hahaha, we played with the webcam with the apple lappy in parkway tdy xD

9Aug, sat/ swimming.
it just started drizzling, and Ailing ran to the shelther. Lol.

JESS SINGYEE AILING8Aug, Fri.
during CommSkills. hahathat's my head and Dora. thurs, 7Aug/ while chiong-ing Macro in the lib at night.
the day we got caught for eating chickencutlet in the lib, and the day we left sch at 11pm with extremely heavy rain.

3 very idiotic gays and sissys who kept staring at us.hi adam and keith. they're from the room beside us, and they smuggled the cutlet for us :D
damn funny these two.28jul, sakae.
we ate really damn alotttttt, like, 3 times more than these?! first time i ate sooo much in sakae. lol.& we squeezed these under the plates, lol.
took video for OB as well, graceless society. hahaaaAdamKeith Dora
Chrystle

Keith's the photographer.
this is quite cool. it's FREE SEATING yo.

DEEP DOWN.

2008-08-08T01:09:00.002+08:00

i feel damn lousy.

TIRED...

2008-08-08T00:21:00.010+08:00

of my life. and everything.

today is happy, yet lousy.
idk why, but i feel so alone.
today is Thursday. if you knw what i mean.

i've so much to say, so many things running through my mind now. but whr to start.
i hate this feeling.

my toe hurts so much. much more than this morning.
it kept hitting against hard/sharp objects, and i kept blurting out the word 'fuck'. =/ freaking pain like shit.

felt quite bad, cause i can't go running tmr. Ailing, so sorry. ):

tonight = no sleep again.

anw, Happy Birthday ShihSuan!
tdy class celebrated ShihSuan's bday, went in late for lecture as a class=), signed up for Iguide, did the red palm print for some BSC thingy, Yuhang printed his red palm on my chin, i printed mine back on his shirt and face, then he crazily printed his whole face red himself. Chrys and Dora printed theirs on Keith's arm too. lol. :D

we ate in the library, and got caught.

i just reached home. stayed in sch till 11pm. freezing cold. was raining elephants and dinosaurs, we ran from library to atm machine, climbed the gate to get to the busstop. i was alone in the entire huge busstop, the view of misty/blurry vision, the sound of the heavy rain, the freezing cold wind blowing, my thoughts went wild.
i felt like im all alone in this world. i wished you were there.

i miss messaging and chatting with you. ):
it's a torturing week, im glad it's ending.

hanging nowhere.
really tired...

TORTURED BY TIME.

2008-08-07T05:52:00.001+08:00

and you.

it's only macro and half of me is murdered.

daily 9am to 9pm school routine, and it's 6am now. alarm is 7am and school till very late again.
screw me. damn stress.

i hate myself.

; run is to relief stress.

life's as usual, but deep down, it's different.

A BRAND NEW MONTH, AGAIN.

2008-08-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

it's August, time flies. i still rmb those significant events that happened. it seems like everything just happened recently, but when i looked at the dates, it's mths alr. and now i realise, how fast can things change. ):

2hrs Macro tutorial tdy lasted for only 45mins! had lunch, then went IT school lab to use com and do CommSkills proj. then soon after, got news saying that CommSkills tutorial at 2pm was cancelled.
so went town with part of the clique(Dora, Chrystle, Adam, Yuhang, Matthias) instead.
RafflesCity, then MarinaSquare.
bought a formal top from G2000 BlackLabel, $59. orginally $99, lol.

i saw a top which i like it alot from RiverIsland, $89. ahhhhh, shld i buy???! Yuhang got $15 voucher lehhh!
i saw a formal blazer from Zara which is super nice! $159. Argh! how?! shld buy not?!!!
i saw some pretty clothes too!
=/
hais, i need to work man. so that i can spent with more ease. hols! can't wait!
anyone, intro me jobs k!

okay, then back to SengKang, Ailing's house. changed and we went to jog ard the neighbourhood.
meet PeiJuan, badminton for awhile, and ended up chatting. talked abu r/s.
tv then home.

alrights. mmf,
was having mixed feelings when i saw you. seldom bump into you in sch, so when i saw you, was kinda glad. but yet kinda sad when i knw/saw _____. ohyea, PJ said we looked alike, lol. & i rmber-ed some pple told me that too. where's the laogong i was once close with? =/
& yea, i am still hoping for your msg ):

okay, shopping did cheered me up a lil. but now idk whether i should buy those clothings anot! i don't wna spent again leh. but it's really nice! ahhhh! and i've got no money la. plus mummy cfm will complain & nag at me if i buy. she just told me not to buy clothes anymore.
dont knw why, everytime when i feel like buying, and bfre i buy/let her knw, she will talk abu me having too much clothings. maybe it's a hint that i shouldn't buy. ): haha..
aiyah! see how la.

Meet My Friend, Say Yo.

2008-07-31T22:31:00.001+08:00

betweenthealphabets.

tdy wasn't feeling good, idk why either.

woke up, and received Chrystle's msg saying that they're gna skip lec in the morning so i went back to slp. x)
went sch, meet them outside the class.
then also dont knw why i feel kind of...weird? sad? or whatever-is that-feeling.
Chrys & Dora also kept asking me why i'm so sad tdy, but i rlly dont knw eh. they said my face shows that i'm very sad =/ haha..
so had lunch at ITAS during break with the 2 of them plus Daniel. the rest of the clique went town. i didnt felt like going so they accompanied me, sorry! & thankyou dearest classmates(:
slacked at library's project room, cause they booked. did CSA E-Learning quiz too.
lec, then home.

Sorry for not joining you pple (Serena & co.) for movie tonight. =/
Thanks pple for all your concerns, i'm alright yea =)
Thanks Desmond for talking to me ytd, and thanks for the icecream crepe, haha....
oh, and ytd watched Money Not Enough 2 with Kevin and Desmond. funny and touching, not bad(:
and lastly, Dora SG, please take care of yourself k!

Am really tired.

Passer-bys that crossed paths.
but everything seems to link back to you. it kept me thinking..

2008-07-29T14:49:00.001+08:00

hi! i'm currently in sch's lab, having CSA 3hr lesson AGAIN.
did some blog-hopping and saw the quiz link frm EugeneGoh's blog. so me, Chrys and Dora are trying out on some of the quizes now :D
click here to check it out man! x)

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your relationship is moving forward. Just don't trip over.
You and him would be typical young lovers. It would not be all sweet and romantic if you got together, sometimes you would argue or get confused, but those elements would only make your relationship more exciting. At the moment you are probably assuming that he likes you, but sometimes you might not be so sure. Don't worry, you can be sure that he also feels the same way. When both of you sense special feeling towards each other, your relationship is certainly growing. What you should do is try to express your feelings a little more and learn more about him.

okay, just for fun(:
CSA Macromedia Flash is crazyaeee. idk how to do man, stucked now, lol. =/
lesson ending, WOOHOOO xD