i don't knw how shld i go about posting...
i can't find the right words to say.
i don't understand.
i'm still thinking if i shld stick to blogger, or switch to livejournal/wordpress.
cause this acc's photo storage limit is almost full alrdy.Labels: thoughts
you are missed, at 9:32 PM
no words to describe
i feel quite dejected now.
.
.
.
eeew. i felt uneasy staying all alone at home today.
i dont knw why either.
shucks. know what. i had difficulties forcing myself to sleep ytd this morn.
was doing online shopping happily and thn felt very tired - really tired.
so i went to bed. but couldn't sleep. (!!!)
thn now, i woke up so early with only 5-6hrs of slp?! arghhhhh
lie on the bed for damn long but couldn't get back to the lalaland.
the more i stayed on the bed awake, the more i think zzZZZ
still very tired though..
i think i'm going crazy. haaahaha
Singyee is not being realistic.
i think She's making up her own self-made perfect dreams. which does not fit into the situation in reality.
She's having crazye thoughts. Definately.
.
.
.
.
.
Okay ok ok.. can ignore all the nonsensical stuffs above. Lol
i feel really trapped at home tdy!
it's hols, so i shld go out right! (though i stayed home for less than a week during this hols)
i think i must do some shopping, cause sch's starting soon!
but the whole world seems pretty busy tdy. why must it be tdy, im so free you knw.
i feel like gg shopping!
ok, maybe not now anymore. not in the mood anymore, cause those peepos whom i wna meet are all busy busy busy busy yo. unless they're free =) but someone's online you knw....! hahah (ok thinking of the impossibles agn)
anw i went shopping walking ard Citylink and MarinaSq ytd with pgd.
had Pasta de Waraku for dinner at ard 5pm? Lol we had nth to do you see. Sg's a duper boring place. anw dinner's great :D
ohyea, we saw min's bf working there too. and since we're so kind, we accompanied him for his break. he ate alone agn. i realised alot of times the 4 of us watched him eat. lol
so the smart 4 decided to take the loop route to Kovan for supper. (meaning instead of taking the train heading towards Punggol, we took the one heading to HarbourFront and thn back)
and the very lucky 4 got onto the technically faulty train, which took us almost an hour to travel to Kovan. (shld only be 15-20mins)
Beancurd for supper then home at 11plus.
(bumped into IvanBay on train, some sec sch peepos at supper place. oh! and sec sch tchers at supper place too! hahah)
yuppp. so i shall be a good girl and stay home tdy to continue with my online shopping.
not neglecting twilight, of course.
Labels: bored, thoughts, wordy post
you are missed, at 1:33 PM
告诉我
Hi, i've finished the TW drama, Rolling Love(翻滚吧!蛋炒饭).
it's nice, go watch it =)
okay, i've mentioned i'm helping out with the Children's Day Carnival thingy yea?
Here's the poster, bring the little kids down to support yupp! (:

Gna go bath now then watch other dramas or tv or continue with my book.
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH!
Being happy is a choice.
but is happy still a choice when you're not one of the choice?
i think i've read too much into it.
i felt very dumb.
because it's only a call,
it made me changed my decision.
because i left my phone away frm me that day,
and when i took a look at it,
your msg came,
i believed it's ____, stupidly.
you know? i was so _______ while preparing to ________.
but i knew, you've moved away.
也许我真的不够勇敢
告诉我, 怎么能忘记你的笑容
告诉我, 怎么做才是普通朋友
告诉我, 悲伤的时候会想起我
有些话说不出口
害怕又犯下了错
so lost... and confused.Labels: thoughts
you are missed, at 11:31 PM
"THERE'S NO ANSWER TO LOVE"

Tokyo Showers
finished this Korean drama recommended by Jess.
there's only 4 episodes, yet it made me cry. at the very last part. lol
hmm, go watch it yourself. i'll rate it 3.5/5 showers.
i don't like the ending! =/
i questioned myself.
why do i always think of you.
why do i get so affected by you.
i came to no conclusion.
i tried to stop myself.
i can't.
the more i try, the more it stays.
some time back, i woke up in tears.
i could hardly open my eyes.
no.
it wasn't you that made me cry.
it was a really nice dream.
sweet. very.
the part of you and me, i hoped it will never end.
the scene changes so fast.
that it ended with a quarrel with mummy.
today.
i woke up with a phrase of a song in my head. repeating non-stop.
it didn't stop.
then, i found tears collected at the corner of my eye.
sometimes i really hate you.
hate you for being so close to me in the past.
hate you for not contacting me suddenly.
hate you for not telling me what you're thinking.
hate you for leaving me to think of you every now and then.
i hate you for everything.
but.
all the hatred vanished.
whenever i see you.
whenever you talked to me.
whenever you looked at me.
in fact.
you're not the one i hate.
i hate myself.
i dont knw what is happiness without you.
everytime i smiled, i thought of you.
when i'm with others, i thought of you.
when i'm with you, i thought of what you're thinking.
this shouldn't be the way.
for now i realised,
i've lost myself.
我知道这样不好 也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停地要 要到你想逃
泪湿的枕头晒干就好 眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后 是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰 只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好 哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远 只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好 最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/141940ht.htmLabels: thoughts
you are missed, at 11:47 PM