Are promises meant to be broken?

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

sch's boring.. headache.. hais, really dunno wad am i doing.. jus feel troubled lahs.. very headache, that's all i can say..
feel very terrible.. viruses kills. -.-

girl, sorry sorry.. didn't mean to make you sad.. jus wanna noe wad happened.. bud anw, dunn be sad okays? dunn cry.. cheers, i'll be there for you..

thinking of everything, how i wish to return to the past.. sadded..
who can lift me up now?

you are missed, at 6:58 AM

Monday, January 29, 2007

stupid things we did..

hope our friendship will be everlasting...

you are missed, at 2:10 PM

yeah, no one will wann the pic to exist when you are inside.. bud in the first place it's not that i wann that pic.. and i've alr longg forgotten the existance of it till ytd. yes, i noe you mind alot and of cos i noe how you feel.. it doesnt only happened to you. and it's like, do you noe wad the others did to me??!! how they edit the pic and whatever things like that.. it's thousands and millions time worst then this !! bud, what can i do??! they even sent it ard, put it in msn, pass rumours, bla bla bla.. do you noe how angry am i?? how lost i can be?? for all this, do your ever noe how i really feel??? do your ever felt anything??? and, WHAT CAN I DO?!! i can only jus act ignorant, act as if nth has happened. bud do your noe how terrible it can be?? how lost to face all these alone and yet your having fun doing all those stuffs?! does anyone realised how hurting it is?! im facing darkness in the world. who can i go to? and who can i trust? even the one whom i trusted most was involved.. haiis.. i finally realised how torturing it is living in this world..
slept till 130pm tdy..
im really tired lahhs, tired of everything.. haiis.
ai, min and jo came my hse to do hmwrks..
nth much lahhs.
feel very FAN FAN FAN! arghs!!!!!!!

you are missed, at 1:14 AM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

no one knows.. hais, sadded..

you are missed, at 3:22 PM

ytd was very sick.. cough and cough during band.. den they say im infectious.. oookays, fine. hahahs.
tdy was much better lahhs, bud still coughing. didn't attend sectional in the morning.. went committee meeting and band aft that.. luckily wasn't late, jus in time.. as usual went cp aft band.. was deciding whr to eat, used "open numbers" and coin to decide whr we should eat.. in the end went yoshi.. min and ai take away mac in.. den walked ard cp..
kana ps-ed.
hais, now im drifted apart frm your.. when min came, you straight went with her, left with me alone. if not will be the 3 of you and im alone
again.. hais.. mayb your jus dunno.. im feeling extra, very..
aft that went slack..
yeah, partly my fault.. sorry.. but do you think that i wanted to keep it in the first place? and it's alr inside for so long that i alr forgotten till tdy.
and i've alr DELETED. but the two words were really... hais, jus for a pic?! den i mus have hated so many ppl for those many many stupid pics..
fragile friendship.. HAIS.
i dunno, jus feel very affected and sad.. yeah, pr ppl are all so cham.. hais..
really tired tired tired! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hais..
slack, slack, slack.. den went home.. took bus89.. so paiseh lahs,
teared in bus.. emo-ed.
tuihou, the top rated emo songg. hahs.
. . . . .
your don't understand me at all..
hais, why why why!!!
sadded..

you are missed, at 1:52 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

okays, didn't post for one week alr i supposed..

19th JAN
CAN'T GO NGEE AN POLY! args.. have to go for sec1 cca recruitment.. played saturday night. hahas, was fun lahhs. so longg ever since the band was so high and enthu.. hahahs. we shouted very loud "S-A-TU-R-DA-Y-NIGHT!" lols. very funn! den aft that went ard to ask the sec1s to join BAND! hahas.. went canteen den it was like so damn noisy and high.. other cca was like shouting and screaming.. so we join in the fun hahas. went to the centre of the canteen to shout den in the end the other cca came ard us and somehow compete lahs lols. VERY VERY FUN. hahahs.

20th JAN
okays met min, ai, ion and jo at dhoby mrt. they didn't tell me they were meeting at hougang lahhs, so went there alone. =(
anw, went dhoby xchange and plazasing to shop.
bought a jacket at ipzone. NICE!!

22nd JAN
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO PGD!! woohoos. one year le.. mus nbr lost touch even if we grad okays. LOVES<3>
ehs, went ai's house to do hmwrks.. sadded right.. no choice gt too much hmwrks le.. have to rush.. played o2 too! hahahs.

25th JAN
went nanyang poly.. once again, early dismissal at 130. toured ard till 4plus den went nyp's mac.. was cheaper lahhs of cos. ate mac spicy den min and ai eat till like torturing them hahas. in agony lols.. cos was too spicy for them.. mac spicy ma. lols. walked to yck mrt/interchange. min, ion and ai took bus 72 so i took mrt lohs.. one stop to khatib den bus-ed 39 home.. reached home very fast.. (= stressed, sad, tired, sick..

haiis, i very fan.. bud jus dunno why.. hmwrks hmwrks.. can kill me lahhs.. and there's lotsa things troubling me.. lotsa things i really dunno how am i going to settle.. how am i going to face and do it. i've tried, but i failed. wad can i do?
i dunno really wad i wann.. studies ; stressed. friends ; haiis.. .
and, .. i wanna noe wad happened.. really really wanna noe..
who can i go to? who will ever understand?
haiis, let it be hidden..
im tired, very very tired..

you are missed, at 12:14 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

sch-ed. early dismissal tdy. hahas. den went tp. hmms, visited the open hse. saw lotsa peeps. hahas. nth much. went tm for dinner den home-ed. min, ion and ai at my hse now! lols. lame.

you are missed, at 7:58 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

didn't had much happenings these few days. the days jus past like that. so boring as usual.. sch, books, hmwrks and home. the process jus repeat everyday..
wet weather everyday, cold but cool. jus love it.. but it makes me lazy to get out of my bed or rather get out of my cosy home. hahs.
okays, last week got caught in the rain during dnt and aft sch. for 3-4 times. ran in the rain, and got ourselves totally drench. like mad people.. lols. anw, had alot of fun hahs.
went republic poly tdy. was a new poly. nice environment but not much courses offered. got goodies with maplesea and audition inside. COOL. hahs. waiting for other visits to tp, nyp, nap. (:

you are missed, at 1:27 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

changed blogskin again. hahs, find the previous one hmms.. not ugly lahs, jus dont like it. lols.

i really wonder how the future will be like..
probs, probs, probs. GO AWAY! ;D lols

you are missed, at 10:50 AM

sch's boring!! study and study, homeworks and homeworks, books and books. im going CRAZY soon! lols.
hmms, didn't go sch tdy. sick. haiis, sadded.. slept the whole morning den noon went to see doc, den went white sands popular. wanted to buy books, but stockless. hahs. so went home and here i am. how boring.. gotta do hmwrks again. HAIS!

friendship, friendship..
are friendship forever?

you are missed, at 8:12 AM

Monday, January 08, 2007

case solved.

you are missed, at 2:59 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

home for the whole day.. can you imagine??! im dying soon.

mysterious dissapearance, case. ):

you are missed, at 12:34 PM

3rd jan_
1st day of sch. BORED. went band aft that to practice for rehearsal next day. the band wasn't really prepared. hais, hope rehearsal will be fine.. aft band, big rain! ran to cp in the rain. in between was very funny. lols. waited for bus89 for 1hr! arghs, home at hmm.. forgotten. hahs.

4th jan_
sch as usual, my gosh i was like so tired.. almost fell asleep in every class.. but pulled thru.. hahs. band aft sch, wasn't that tired alr. dunno why, i wont feel sleepy in band. that's a good sign.(: lols. went to SCH for syf rehearsal, quite rush lahs, didn't have much time to finish all the stuffs.. clarinet's underpower in that hall! BLOW ppl.. anw, clarinetists, all of you have to practice lots liaos, be daring to blow out, improve on techniques too. come bac for sectionals!

5th jan_
attended sch for lessons as usual, got lotsa hmwrks! like, oh my gosh lahs, first few days of sch, alr get so much hmwrks and there's even test. sometimes i really wonder, do teachers think that we're robots? duh, holidays hmwrks alr flood my timetable and now there's so much additionals one. holidays are suppose to let us students enjoy and relax agree? but teachers don't seems to let us off.. hahs. oh my gosh, kill me pls!
10sets of chinese papers and chinese compo/letter writing;
maths tys. countless of qns;
chinese wb;
eng comp;
poa wksht 1,2,3;
poa test;
HAVE TO BE HANDED IN BY 8TH JANUARY 2007, MONDAY!
arghs, whr am i going to dig out time for all these! don't forget there's still syf! how torturing?! i mean studies.. hahs.

you are missed, at 12:27 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

sorry, not meeting you guys for dinner alr.. heavy rain! and i've to reach home before 9pm for show! lols. sorry, next time kays?(:

you are missed, at 12:47 PM

alot of things happened. jus hope that everything can be solved. stop misunderstandings!! this disease totally scuks. happy new year to all my dear friends anyway..

dec31, meet up with pj, min ai and ion to fareast for clothes. bought one with min. aft that walked to ps to meet up with the others frm hlf plus sky. bought tickets for deathnote2 timed jan1 2007, 2am. went pool-ed at ssc. waited for very long jus for that table, so the girls paired up and played bang-bang. lols, we were really noisy lahs. went bac to find them, still waiting.. so the girls' sickness act up. zilian! hahs. took lotsa photos and with don also. our very last memory for the year bahs. nbm. hmms, saw andy and friends there too. pool-ed till 11plus den rushed to marina bay. we ran there. halfway ai's shoe broken so the girls accompanied her to barefoot. until whr there's road we wore our shoe bac. reached there, crowded with ppl. human jam. in the end cant get to watch the launch of the wishing balls bud still got watch the fireworks. year 2007! bud it dont seems to be great. a bad starting.. headache.. hais, probs by probs.. by when it will end? haiss.. searched all the way for water. me and jess walked very fast in the crowd. we jus squeeze and reached starbucks. went in for drinks. my gosh, the first time i entered a market-like starbucks. noisy and crowded like hell. ppl fighting for drinks? oh man, singaporeans. finally got our drinks, squeezed out of that place. wanted to look out for robinson as the other was there, bud cant find it anywhr. so, me and jess decided to meet them there. too crowded man. in the mrt, the train was alr full lahhs, den ppl still wanna push and squeeze in till the ppl inside bcum flat issit. "cant you ppl jus wait for the next train?" jess said. i agreed of cos, typical singaporeans man. reached ps saw the sofa so sat dwn. really tired lahhs. can really slp there man. in the end remembered don and simon was in ps, so contact them first. bought drinks frm 7eleven for them and slacked at the staircase in mrt while waiting for the others to reach ps. chatted, lame.. don was calling his friends to greet them happy new year, bud i was thinking, he called bud almost every call was took over by simon. hahs. okays, den start to lame, don called my phone. so i picked up, hahs. said stupid things lohs den simon took over. he dunno was me, so he talked to me, i replied, he kana scare. LOLS.. the others reached at ard 130, so we went up bought popcorn and drinks. i treat, ex.. saw them, so wanted to meet them, in the end, they jus walked passed us like as if we're invisible. at that time, really lost, really dunno wad to do. min stopped and talked to me, i didnt really ans her, sorry.. went to them, everyone was like giving the face? is like, wad did me and jess do? saw don entering the theatre. den simon.. the situation was like.. really feel like breaking dwn, bud thinking, it was supposed to be a happy occasion so jus.. haiis.. took tickets frm them, went in the theatre with jess. saw ps and clique. jj talked to me, i wasn't in the correct mood bahs, haiis.. awhile ltr was alright liaos lahhs. den don and simon was like fighting for seats? so lame.. bud don and jess jus refused to change seat with simon. lols good job. hahs. wahs, i so honoured sia. while waiting for the show to start and the others to come in, it was screening a ghost show, den simon kana scare, lols. he shouted lahhs. OMG! so funny!! we were like laughing till beng.. saw jj they all turned and look at us. lols so.. hahs. aft simon, jess shouted too, scare by another scene. LOLS. oh, so me and don so brave! lols. awhile ltr, the others entered. i look at them, they like.. haiis.. nbm, aft that jiu talk as normal liaos.. middle of the show jess mixed up L and light. lols. some parts i oso dont quite understand, bud don told me abu it. so hahs, enjoyed the show! hope everyone enjoyed bahs. aft that went outside ps, also dunno whr to go.. don and simon went to check when's the first train. den lotsa things happened lahhs. haiis.. in the end, the remaining ppl stand in the middle of the path, so me and jess say why not go to the side, somemore there's wall to lean on. in the end, no one came aft us. so me and jess sat alone at the corner lohs. think they got the wrong idea bahhs. i dunno. aft that, don and simon came over and sat with us.. chatted den rest. cant sleep, headache.. suddenly my phone rang, looked at the number den i looked at don. dots, i sitting right beside him yet he called me? lols. bud anw, i picked up.. lame agains. hahs. quite diaos lahs. stupid things we do. how i wish all of us can do stupid things tgt agains.. lame tgt, have fun tgt.. imagine, we end up like that.. haiss.. don passed me and jess something and went home. wanted to pass him bac. so went to the mrt to look for him. i pass it to him, bud he jus dun wanna take it. hais.. looking at him, i noe he doesnt wann all these to happen too. bud everything jus become like dat.. worst thing is, simon took out his, throw it on the floor infront of me and jess and stepped it. at that point of time, i really feel like giving him a big tight slap and a punch. what a thing he could do???!! i was thinking, do you really wan all these to happen? i dun wan, i jus wan bac the past, when all of us have fun times tgt, play and mad tgt as a grp, as a family.. i dun wan it to be in our memories, bud reality. it really hurts alot to see all of you becum like that.. don, i hope one day, you'll get it bac frm me.. and accept everyone once again. let all the wondeful and bad memories stay in ur mind. when there's good things, there'll be bad things.. everything can be solved and start afresh.. u said happy new year to us, and of cos, i hope u'll start the new year happily too. and to succeed in whatever you do(: sch's starting, we've to keep in touch okays. all of us will certainly miss you, and you'll still be part of us! takecares lots, loveya. remember, you have NOT left us! anw, don left the train station, looking at him going dwn the escalator, tears fell. haiss, really dunn wish to see this family to san. standing there, also dunn wish to go anywhr. jess asked me to go, so jus went to mac, sat outside, emo-ed. haiss.. whatever it is, i hope everyone to be happy, and unite soon.

left the place with jess to her house. slept there till 10plus, woke. cannot get slp. too many things happening. jess's slping.. thought abu alot of things.. really sad.. hais.. nbm, i dunno wad shld i do. to let it go? or to get it bac?? hais.. suan le. went hougang mall den jess went to my house. played puzzle, failed. lols. didnt have the time and mood to do it bahhs. so listen to song, jess sleep again. i lie dwn there, in the daze again. mind full of things, jus cant get to slp. till ard night, went to sculpture to meet pj and don. chatted and lame-ed. arthur and bennett didnt turn up. i was thinking, if everyone was there to sit dwn and chat tgt, how wonderful would it be. ate prata, den walked pj home first. left the 3 of us, so walked to the bus stop. jess ran for the bus, hahs. den left with me and don. walked till his house that stop, sit at the bus-stop, lame again. lols.. i hope everything will be as wonderful again..

will be meeting up with ai, min, ion, don, pj, arth, bennett, jess ltr bahs. sch reopening tml, hmwrks not done yet! so many lahhs, who can finish? the whole holi so busy with so many things, still hve all these stuffs, hais, be prepared to get scoldings. lols. tdy i did nth, slept till 4plus? woke, ate my lunch den onlined. visited some blogs, sad.. posted this till now.

hlf can nbr break kays?
i dont wish to lose all my dearest friends,
all the memories we had tgt,

all the times we spent tgt,

all the fun we had tgt,

and..

how we always lame and craps tgt.

sch's reopening,

bud we still have to keep in touch

and meet up when all of us is free kays?
wish all of you a happy new year,

happy 2007,

and good days ahead..

all the best in everything that all of you do,

good lucks and take lotsa care. <3