Are promises meant to be broken?

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

tdy reached school at 850am.

wenta classroom, collected reportbook.

got to give parent's number cos parent wasn't there to collect):

okays, this is the WORST results i've ever get in cvss.

BOOOOOOS ! ))):

hmms, dead lar.

tell me how to show it to my parents ?

hais..

anws, went up to hall for 1hr of eng lecture.

aft that, break.

ate, went band room.

den to hall again for 1hr of maths lecture.

aft that, had 1hr of maths lesson.

total 2hr of maths.

break again, ate again.

SIN.

2hrs of chem lesson.

practical agains. (:

lesson ended early.

went cp.

ate meesua.

gosh, ate alot tdy!! =x

chatted at 2ndfloor outside mrt.

chat chat chat, alot alot.

went off, saw mr lim chin wee.

he owe me famous amos for 1year alr !

so everytime i walked pass him, instead of greeting him, i wuld say "famous amos!"

hahas.

so i've said this to him for 1year?

hahahahs.

hmms, and he was serious lor.

he went down to B1 with us, and bought me 500grams.

price : $20.20

ohmygosh..

actually we were like saying 1kg, den he said okay.

MYGOD !

if i eat 1kg, i will be dunnoe what.

hahas.

anws,

THANKS LOADS TO MR LIM !!!

but, eating that alone can kill me..

so soooooooooooo much lar.

and it's seperated into 2packs.

imagine....

first time i've got so much cookies.

or rather, it's the first time i've seen so much famous amos.

BUT, it's a SIN.

anws, shared with band mates and pgd !

so left with one pack hahas.

ehs, chat chat and chat agains with pgd.

from maggie mee link all the way to fruits.

hahahahs.

imagine how much saliva we used.

((((((((:

so homed at 715pm .

ate dinner.

!!!

die .

watched tv, came online.

helped donavan loy jian hui do his blogskin.

lousy lar him, couldn't figure out how to make.

hahahahs.

done at 930pm?

think so, ard there.

ate apples.

drank milk.

and here i am blogging ! (:

there's homeworks for me to do...):

and and and, i'm going OUT tmr !

wahahahahahs.

you are missed, at 10:18 PM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

BLOOOOOOOOOOODY HELLLLLLLLLL!!!!
browse thru the june holiday schedule and standardised schedule..
WTH, at first thought that june holidays will be till the end of june and we will at least have one week of holidays..
in the end, we have NO HOLIDAYS AT ALL !
and gna have ST on the first day when sch reopens !
ohmygosh lar, don't we need a BREAK ?
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!
i hate this larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
okays, i knw it's FOR OUR OWN GOOD.
so let me show you our beautiful schedule !

29 MAY (tues)
0830-0930 : EL (Lecture) -Hall
0930-1130 : Math (Lecture) -Hall
1300-1500 : Sc Chem -Chem lab

30MAY (wed)
0800-0900 : collection of report book
0900-1000 : EL (Lecture) -Hall
1100-1200 : Math (Lecture) -Hall
1200-1300 : Math -E3-01/D3-05
1400-1600 : Sc Chem -Chem lab

31MAY (thurs)
PUBLIC HOLIDAY !!! (:
booked ! ((((:

1JUNE (fri)
0800-1000 : EL -H2-01/H2-02/H2-03/H3-01
1000-1100 : SS Gov (Lecture) -Hall
1200-1400 : Sc Chem -Chem lab
1400-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

4JUNE (mon)
0800-0900 : EL -H2-01/H2-02/H2-03/H3-01
0900-1100 : SS Gov (Lecture) -Hall
1100-1200 : Math (Lecture) -Hall
1300-1400 : Math -E3-01/D3-05
1400-1600 : Sc Phy -Phy lab
1600-1700 : SS -D2-04

5JUNE (tues)
0800-1000 : EL -H2-01/H2-02/H2-03/H3-01
1200-1400 : Sc Phy -Phy lab
1500-1600 : SS -D2-04

6JUNE (wed)
0800-1000 : Geog -G1-03
1100-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

7JUNE (thurs)
0800-1000 : Geog -G1-03
1100-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

8JUNE (fri)
0800-0900 : G1-02
1000-1200 : Sc Phy -Phy lab
1200-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

11JUNE (mon)
0800-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

12JUNE (tues)
0800-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

13JUNE (wed)
0800-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

14JUNE (thurs)
0800-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

15JUNE (fri)
0800-1700 : DNT -C1-08/C2-02

18JUNE (mon)
1000-1200 : POA -Library

19JUNE (tues)
1000-1200 : POA -Library

20JUNE (wed)
1000-1200 : POA -Library

25JUNE (mon)
SCHOOL REOPENS !
standardised test -EL [if we fail this paper, gotta attend asp):]

and hey, it's only MY CLASS that is having lessons and lessons and lessons EVERYDAY !
~~go&die~~

had NewMoon Essence of Chicken ! (:
gotta pamper my brain before it explodes..
gonna drink milk later ! (:

you are missed, at 7:43 PM

woke up at 750am..

left house to school at 820am..

LOLS.

reached sk at 830.

JUST IN TIME(:

went hall, had eng lecture 1hr, maths lecture 2hrs.

1130 to 1pm no lessons.

went koufu for lunch.

went back school..

saw jess, accompanied her out of school.

went lrt provision shop.

back to school again.

chatted awhile, went chem lesson.

1pm to 3pm.

fun !

hahas.

got to sit according to register number, partner is min(:

she crazy de lor. lols.

hmms, both of us crazy lar..

when teacher say do experiment, den both of us down there faster faster!

take this, take that !

lols.

stupid..

okays, anw went home aft that.

took 89, alighted at first stop.

gosh, was POURING heavily !

i alighted and straight away i was drenched in the bustop.

drenched in shelter? gosh..

so waited for another bus to come, took 39 to second bus stop.

one stop, alighted.

waited for 359 cause it would take me to my block downstair..

so, 2 stops, alighted.

lols.

but there's a distance without shelter.

so walked by the shelter..

but was such a BIG round !!

cut the route of cos.

so in the end, im still wet.

BOOS.

but not as wet though..

hahas.

yeahs, that's how i got home..

troublesome..

okays, mayb gonna meet some troublesome peeps later..

but i wna watch "jiayou jin sun!"

edited;

hmms, not gna meet them alr.

kim not going, so left with the guys.

sian diao..

plus i just bath, and sk's raining.

6:12PM

you are missed, at 4:57 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

hmms, went out at 550pm.. reached cp at 6pm.. meet up with kim, junjie, shuxian, sky, joash, chihren, nickson, don, kenneth, px, bennett, arthur, munir and... hmms, forgotten.. hope i didn't miss out any bahs.. yeaps, so met them at kfc.. aft that wenta bennett's house.. kenneth, arthur and chihren playing com.. munir, don, junjie, bennett, px and kim playing risk.. all others went home.. den i down there ROT ROT and still ROT. gosh... SO DAMN BORING ! go out, thought there will be smth for me to do.. in the end.. pian wo gan qing ! hahas. okayys, so went home at ard 810pm.. hmmms... bored. ehhs, actually evening gotta meet jess.. but she have to accompany her mum for dinner.. and kim called me.. so i met up with kim first.. and jess wanted to look for us at 830.. but i went home..): hmms, sorry girl ! hahas. gotta go out with you very soon.. so don't miss me so much !! wahahhas. (:

MARS VS VENUS last episode !! )):
and and and ! i missed "jiayou jin sun" !!!
hmms, zhao zhi dao jiu go home watch le ! dwn there rot !!! grrr. LOLLS.

okays, two words to describe today.
UBER BORING ! ~ booos.

edited ;
gonna drink milk and off to my room ! im super duper ultra HOT like a power ranger..
sweating sweating ~ .
10:55PM

you are missed, at 10:31 PM

hmms, okays.. i wna announce that...
THERE WILL BE NO JUNE HOLIDAYS !
many many boooooooos ! ):
29th MAY to 20th JUNE = SCHOOL FROM 8AM TO 5PM !
ohmygosh lar ! worst den normal sch days..
boo boo boo boo boo !!

hmms, o lvl chinese tdy ! all the topics for bao zhang bao dao tcher said didnt come out ! grrr. so i wrote story.. hate it lar ! sure get low marks): BOO ! gong han was hmms... i dunnoe.. but had the feeling that i will score badly.. another BOO ! paper2... worst den paper1 ! so more BOO ! ): shit lar ! i gna die man.. hais.. so aft exams went band for AWHILE.. went there, mr er down there bitch us.. but was funny.. lols.. ehhs, den went in.. not even 5mins, came out.. cause min was outside waiting.. den went off to cp.. ate kfc.. SIN ! full full PLUS FULL ! den saw arthur and donavan went in mac.. so wanted to scare arthur.. to revenge ! for scaring us that time.. LOLS. in the end, mission FAILED. they turned ard den saw us... BOO ! hmms, so accompanied ion to dental.. hohoho, done-ed den wenta off HOME ! saw px on the way bac.. yupps, that's abu all..

esther ; hmms, parents are always like that.. forever right de.. whatever we do also wrong.. never do de also they can come up with stories saying we did those things.. they accuse us, we keep quiet also get scoldings.. we rebut back also get scoldings.. everything also we wrong one lar.. hahas.. i also had cold war.. but is years ago till now le lor.. never talk de.. they open mouth jiu shi scold scold and scold liaos.. nothing else good will come out de.. lols.. hais, xi guan jiu hao le...

you are missed, at 4:45 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

hmms, i rotted my day at home... gosh, couldn't start on my work.. woke up, on com.. got naggings frm dad, mum went out with little bro.. 10mins, off-ed com.. dad went out, so left with me and bro at home.. nth to do, stared into space.. went room, lie on bed, stare into ceiling.. aft a long while slept.. so tired, ytd night couldn't slp.. wna slp, can't slp.. grr. yea, so woke up aft a nap.. watched summer scent and wang zi bian qing wa.. nice.. was so hungry, so cooked myself maggie.. my only meal for the day.. watched xiao long nu.. den some taiwan show.. ehs, the show was funny cause it made me laugh.. haha. yea.. so, that's how i spent my day.. boring..
mars vs venus gna end next week):

hmms, wna thanks these ppl for cheering me up(:

donavan !

jess !

arthur !

ailing !

fion !

THANK YOU MY BELOVED FRIENDS.

stay happy too.

fion ; yeahs ! you must get your distinction ! i will try too(:

i'm craving for smiles ;

you are missed, at 11:18 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

everything also wrong.. correct also let your say till wrong.. whatever we do also wrong.. wrong become more wrong.. i voice out in the end got scolded, got a slap.. sometimes, i really wonder is this our family.. kept quiet also my fault.. voice out also at fault, everything the children are at fault.. yahs, don't care about us anymore.. as if you ever care for us before.. give us up.. when did you ever pin your hopes on us.. what have you got to give us up.. yeahs, this whole thing can prove that i'm right from the beginning.. you've finally said out what you exactly feel and this only shows how much you exactly understand us.. gou tong.. have you ever tried.. jiang bu tong de.. he bi yao jiang.. ni you gen wo men jiang guo ma? NEVER. have you tried to understand us? you NEVER. do you exactly know what are we thinking about? NO. you gou tong with us? you said this, but i can't find any reason to agree with you.. when is the last time you ever speak to us? i don't remember.. it's like years ago.. when we were in primary sch.. sometimes i think i don't even know how does your voice sounds like.. we are just after your money.. are we? we're gonecase.. are we? so that's how you see us.. how you think of us.. shi, wo men mei you yong.. wo men she me dou bu shi.. you said we don't even care.. don't even know mum's birthday.. don't even remember.. do you know how i wanted to plan smth? and i know brother care abu it too.. but we can't.. we don't even dare to do so.. i don't even feel that this is a family.. since years ago, this family seems to be gone.. everyone went out in the morning to work, study.. came back, you don't talk, you don't speak.. you behaves as if you were deaf.. you only start scolding when we scored badly for exams.. when have you ever care when we were so stressed up? when have you ever shown us your concern.. we studied, but scored badly.. and you would just say, we don't treat examinations seriously.. we didn't even study at all.. you said you don't know how to control us anymore.. don't even know how to communicate with us anymore.. have you tried? you didn't even talked to us before, and yet you can say wo yi jing fang qi ta men le.. fang qi.. ni you gei wo men xi wang guo ma ? wo men zai ni yan li, shi me duo bu zhi.. wo men yi wen bu zhi.. wei she me ? have you ever thought of the reasons behind all these.. do you think there's any children in this world who doesn't want a proper family? who doesn't want a family who cares for each other.. a family who can communicate with each other.. a family who knows and understands each other? a close family? we are just like strangers.. it gave me the feeling that i don't even know you.. do you know why you are a tiger to us? have you ever thought of that.. you said you changed alot.. in fact, you have become worst.. you can shut for a WHOLE day.. or in fact, for MANY days.. once you opened your mouth, what is it that came out? like how you scolded krystal tdy.. do you think you were right? i think that you were ultimatly WRONG. i just sat there, kept quiet, and witnessed the whole situation.. what has she done? yes, she's irritaing.. but, she's like that.. she's a special child.. don't you know that.. how many years has she been with us.. i think you clearly know her condition.. and you just hit her so hard, pull her so hard.. and threw her things out? she cried, she cuddle herself tgt, she screamed at you.. that's a normal reaction for everyone.. and in return, you hit her, you scold her, you scream back at her.. does she deserve this? NO. she's not your child okay ! i looked at what you did, i can only think of child abuse.. and that's how you always treat us.. can you please put yourself into your children's shoes and think.. if it's you, would you like it? you asked mummy not to care about us, give us up.. but mummy said, we're her children.. both of your children.. your mum gave you so much patience last time too.. and you said you don't need to give us any patience.. we need to do all things, understand everything in life ourselves.. how are we supposed to know? did you insert some kind of memory card into out brain to let us know? you said if we have any thing we should tell you automatically, we should approach you automatically.. but, the way you behave alr scare us away years ago.. how are we going to share with you.. seriously, i don't even dare to talk to you.. and i think so does brother.. why do you have to give us such impression of you.. why do you have to tell you that you aren't a good father.. you always think you are right.. even when mummy told you you are wrng, but you will still make youself right.. and children are always the victims.. when we were right, parents will always say till they were right.. if we ever tell them they were wrong.. they will still make themselves right.. and we, ending up getting more scoldings, more naggings, more bad things.. when we were wrong, we will still be wrong.. and things will be made so kua zhang to the extend that we didn't even do that.. and in the end, in every case, we are still wrong.. i just defended myself by telling mum that whatever she said was wrong.. ended up? haha. now you added in to say how bad your children were.. are we just born into this world to let you chu qi? whatever you've said tdy, i will never forget.. and this is how you hurt your children.. now both of you are quarrelling.. although i don't know what both of you are talking about, i side mum.. zhe ge yao zhuo na ge yao zhuo, zhe ge yao guan na ge yao guan.. you don't want to zhuo, you don't want to guan.. why in the first place made our exsistance? whatever you said to mum, i think you hurt her alot too.. my brain's exploding and i cried so hard infront of mum.. i'm wondering when can your ever get to know all these things, how we felt, how we think? i doubt there will ever be this day..
do you know that i asked myself before, am i your child?
i always love shows when they have a happy family, good relationships, lovely couples.. xin fu de jia ting.. how much i envy my friends when they mentioned about their families....

you are missed, at 10:47 PM

hohoho, finished watching nodame cantabile ! hahahahs. NICE(:
ending was touching haha.
and, i'm at love @ zero degrees 's last episode ! woohoos.
now showing : mars vs venus !! :DD
meaningful show abu relationships !
and those conclusions made aft every incidents are VERY TRUE !
couples shld watch this.. especially parents.. lols.
((((((((((((((((:

you are missed, at 9:14 PM

pictures on jo's chalet(:

cvss peeps.

missingten.(:

2 missing.. lols.

((:

checking of marksheets ;

chinese intensive ;

last lesson before chinese GCE O levels on next MONDAY ;

released 1230 ;

wenta cp ;

ate ;

home 2plus 3 .

videos of,

WOULD YOU BE THERE by redwan ali
below(previous post)

nice song, nice show:D

<333

pause the blog song before viewing ehs ? :p

you are missed, at 4:14 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

you are missed, at 10:26 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOLYN LIM HUI HUI ! <33

and we gave her 16 birthday bash each ! (:

hmms, wenta sch & had chinese intensive.. morning went thru the papers.. den recess.. aft that had chinese mock test paper2. quite alright, and i gotten 46.5/70. hais, still gotta improve.. AND AND AND, tdy was funny.. had lotsa laughters.. hahas.. alot of stuffs happened lar, but forgotten what exactly made the day funny.. hahas.. jus that tdy wasn't a boring day(: mdm zhang wei was funny too.. lols. cos we were in the ict room at lvl3, had combined class with 5a and 4e everyday.. there's 2 room lar, as you know, it's connected.. if the door in btw is opened up, it will be a large room.. and so, our class is in one room, 5a and 4e in the other.. the 5a ppl were so noisy when doing the mock paper.. !! cant concentrate lurs. so mdm zhang closed the door in btw. den one of them out of the sudden pulled it opened. lols. we were like, wooo... so daring.. hahas. okay, this is not the funny part... lols.. jus craps. okay, the funny part is aft we finished our papers, our class started to make noise and we were noisy.. HAHA. our class's mad lar. especially particular fews.. hahas. funny lor them.. i dunnoe how to describe what they did, but jus uber funny ! den mdm zhang wei came over and scolded us ! LOLS. so at first she scold, we all kept quiet.. and aft a few sentence, all burst out into laughter ! lols. cos the way she scolded us super funny. plus we were in the laughing mood. HAHA. she ownself also laugh lor ! hahahahahs. funny funny funny ! den she continued smth like " im serious....." blahs blahs in chinese.. and in the end, she laughed again ! and the whole class laughed ! LOLS. super cute lor she.. hahas. but at least we listened to her and kept quiet to do our work aft she went opp. to teach 5a.. not only this, still got some more funny things that happened, but couldn't really rmb what exactly are those things.. lols. jus knew that i laughed alot tdy ! wahahhas.

aft sch, gave jo 16 bash ! hehes.(:
went hougang mall aft that, ate, bought bubble tea and did chinese in the foodcourt.
went off at 630 and home-ed !

ohh yeah, tmr we will be checking all our overall results.. hais..):
& we gnna have lessons frm 8am to 5pm EVERYDAY during june holidays for the first 2weeks !
hmms... deadbeat.

that's abu all bahs , goodbyeees.

striving for the better(: gogogo !

you are missed, at 9:14 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

i'm in JESSICA NEO's blog now.
and the blog song made me ~~teared~~):
. . . . .
she aimed a A2 for next mon's O chinese.
& i think i cant even get myself a B3 ! arghs !
i don't want anything less than a B3 too !!
stupid brain , stupid grades , stupid life .
DUMB .

really afraid....

i MUST make myself love exams ! and study !

you are missed, at 6:14 PM

i hate this, i HATE this, I HATE THIS !!
papers taken back tdy was maths paper 2 and dnt theory paper.
BOTH failed by ONE PATHETIC MARK !
whhhhhhhhhhhhhhathehack .
cant believe this lar ! one mark!!!!!!!
want fail, fail more badly lar.. fail by one mark !
tong ku arhs ! wo bu fu qi ! ):
felt so terrible at that instance.
hais....
didn't prepare myself enough for this exam..
so i can only blame myself for achieving such ~~wonderful~~ results..
a lesson to learn..=x

chinese intensive again ; this gonna continue for this whole week.
130pm released, went cp..
ai ate meesua, ion applepie, min and me shared macnugget student meal.
before going off, me and ai bought applepies.
and home !

headache , headache , headache .
and the results are making me worst .
yea, no point crying over spilled milk .
WORK HARD, WORK HARD ! and i'll never regret like this anymore .

~~i didn't let anyone in my family knw abu my results.~~
~~hais, wonder how shld i say..~~
~~i will just wait for the report card and show them them that.~~
~~sadded.~~

you are missed, at 4:27 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I MISS BAND TERRIBLY ! ):
i miss my clarinet ! i miss mr er ! i miss my seniors ! i miss my juniors !
I MISS THOSE DAYS...):
if i have a choice, i wna choose not to move on..

hais, does grades really mean everything in our lives?
and those little letters can decide our future?
now i understand how realistic this world is..
mrs sng said, only with good grades, you have the bargaining power for a better place for your future..
ha~ ha~ ha~ , grades grades and grades.
who wouldn't want good grades ?
it's a matter of whether you can or not .
hais...
HEADACHE....!!

edited ;
hmms, jus read xinyi's blog.. read ALL her posts.. was so touching, almost made me cry.. haha, so emotional.. realised how sad and lonely she feels.. yea, it's tough for her.. and i got to know that her bdae last yr (while im in obs) was spent alone i guess.. she was disappointed.. ): hoho, we shall celebrate for her ! ((((((((((((: and must celebrate all our bdaes.. it's an important day!
don't worry ; you have us !
missingten will be forever:D

you are missed, at 5:23 PM

got back chi, eng, poa, phy/chem, maths papers tdy.

at least managed to pass chi. got a B4. my oral helped me lots, phew! got a 31/40! (:

failed eng, didnt finish the summary.. if not sure pass de lor ! arghs. didn't fail terribly of cos.. got into the 2nd banded class, but i dont want the tcher ! ):

got a border line pass for maths paper1. heard that alot of ppl failed. =x hopefully my paper2 can help me yea.. but i doubt so.

as for the other 3 papers, poa, phy and chem.. hohoho, i've got a beautiful F9 for all. how wonderful.. and im wondering how artistic my report card will be.. hmms..

angry with myself lurs. studied, and failed my papers with flying colours ! exciting ehs.

super tired aft getting all the results. didnt have the mood. and now, this exam had taken away all my hopes.. grrrr. how am i going to face the up-coming prelims !!! ))))):

had chinese intensive for the whole day. gone thru mid yr paper.. and we were given NINE SETS of other schools mid-yr 2007 papers ! gotta hand in set 1-7 paper2 plus 1 compo and 1 letter writing frm shuqun sec TOMORROW. do tchers think tht we are robots or some other battery operated stuffs? i knw it's for our own good, but it's like so rush.. and so last minute..

hais.. no mood to do.. tired, jus wna slp slp and SLEEP !

and oh yeah, heard tht there's only 5 ppl in our class who passed dnt theory paper. and all was border line pass. hohoho, interesting mid-yr.

I DON'T WANT MY REPORT CARD !! ):

shall start mugging frm june holidays onwards ! i MUST do well for prelims. =x

you are missed, at 2:56 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

I FAILED MY CHINESE PAPER TWO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhs !!! ~
hais, so sadded.. next mon, O LEVELS CHINESE ! and i'm failing this chinese prelims ! gosh... tell me what to do !!! my aims gone.. hais... pray for me bahs, good luck man..

okays, aft checking papers, went for the personal grooming thingy.. quite fun.. funny, hahas. at least aft one blow had some fun.. lols. learnt quite alot of things also.. and they were funny lar.. the instructor, mrs tan b.k. , and classmates.. HAHAS. fun ! (: beginning to like my class.. :D

released at 130pm. we were given 4sets of chinese papers frm different schools.. and gonna hand in shuqun's tmr ! paper 1 and 2 ! grrrr, homeworks again.. and this marks the start for intensive chinese !! somehow, i find it good lar.. i want my grades!(: so yeahs yeahs, decided to go cp to do it tgt with pgd. so ate at kfc first, saw px and arthur. finished, went to 2nd floor outside mrt to do.. do do do, was so engrossed... till ard 4pm, mrs shariff(vp) suddenly stood infront of us ! scary lar. didnt notice her walking towards us.. was so so so focused in our work.. she told us to stand, and of cos packed our things and stood. talked to us.. she said we spoil the sch image! hais, there were other chij ppl there also lor.. good sch somemore.. but anw, she asked for our class, and told us to go home.. phew, mayb we were good students bahs(: but let's see what will happen tmr.. HAHA. better pray that nth bad will happen.. went to buy bubble tea and off to ailing's hse to continue with our work.. so, aft that.. chatted alot with fion and huimin.. ailing went outside to watch tv.. so didnt know.. hahs, said out all my xin shi.. felt much better.. but say until almost cry out.. =x. hais, sad sad sad.. how i wish that things will change.. okays, topic was on "family".. a broken yet bonded family, and a full family yet live as individuals whr no one understands each other.. which will you choose? i'll choose the broken yet bonded one.. somehow, it seems more like a family to me.. though broken.. they live as a family.. unlike the other, lived under one roof, yet no one truely knows one another, understand each other, just like strangers everyday.. what does it means to be a family? hais.. yeahs. this is tdy's topic.. so, went off at 7plus. home-ed at 7plus..

tmr gonna get more papers.. more and more blow coming up. pgd, jiayous ! and im afraid i might jus cry my heart out ! gosh, now my turn to REN REN REN !!
i tell myself, i can do it, i can do it, i can do it! but.... can i?!
=x
pray hard, work hard, good luck.

you are missed, at 9:00 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPER BORED !

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs ! ~

why?

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Saturday, May 19, 2007

okays, woke up at 1030 tdy.

thought there was my fair princess 3 at 11, but was tmr ! ):

watched nodame cantabile. lols.

watched the last time, den stopped halfway.

re-watched den stopped halfway for exams.

den now re-watched again. LOL.

okays, so was supposed to meet pgd and go for jo's chalet.

went to prepare at 5 and start waiting for them at 530..

met up with min and ion on bus at 645 !

we waited so long.... hahs.

watched nodame while waiting ! hahaha. (:

so went there, SO MANY PEOPLE !

and was told that there will be 50 people in total ! gosh...

got ppl frm, 4g, 4h, 4i, 4j, her church, obs, relatives and family.

all not familiar de.. so jus hang with class peeps and some familiar ones.

took photos ; walk here and there ; watched tv ; ate cakes, satays, pudding..

xinyi bought cheesefries, ion min and me helped her eat !

LOL.

i bought milo. was soooo soooo thirsty ! =x

and home !

im HUNGRY !!

pictures as follow.. :D

and, i wna go KBOX ! (:

19may-jolyn's chalet

fion ; huimin ; xinyi ; cynthia ; peishan

singyee ; shuwei ; christel

shuwei's LOL.

christel shuwei singyee (:

christel !

satay time ! lols

dulcie ; huili ; fion ; singyee ; xinyi ; christel ; huimin (:

xinyi ! the shadow blocked her face ):

HAHA, look at her! so cute. =]

18may-vivo

pgd. (:

sentosa collasped ? lols..

junjie said he counted 3,2,1 and it collasped. duh~

star virgo (:

i'm missing oversea !

shadow. spot who.

fion trying to camouflage herself. HAHA.

look at the little boy !

HAHAHA ;

SOOOOOOOOO CUTE ! ((:

clarinetist-munir,singyee,ailing,mitchell

ailing !

17may-thurs
HOT CHICKEN SNACK.

little chicken drumsticks !

can see the scar on my hand):

it's NOT NICE ! but we finished it. lols.

pgd.

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HOHOHO !

changed my blogskin !

you are missed, at 12:07 PM

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

DAAAANIEL

LIMMMMMMM

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NAHS ! CAN CAN CAN ? lols.

you are missed, at 12:31 AM

DANIEL LIM wants me to wish him happy birthday.
sooooo,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL LIM !

enjoy(:

haha.

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Friday, May 18, 2007

LAST PAPER ! no more torture, and tonight i shall sleep all i want . :P

went home aft all papers tdy. met up at cp den went vivo for SPIDERMAN THREE ! nice show ! (: and was touching.. somehow.. almost made me cry, but REN ! ahhas. met up with junjie and joash at vivo, but they didnt watch. so, before entering to the cinema we took photos. lols, and we saw yifang and bf. sweet urhs them.. :] aft movie was abu 10pm. we exited frm the front, shld go frm back lor.. lols. but anw, exited frm front, and it lead us out of vivo. and there was this staircase that we have to use in order to get down to the first floor frm the cinema. den when they in, min said "she me lai de?" and ai stepped onto it and quickly stepped back. LOLS, RETARDED LARS ! hahahahahs. so funny lor. cos there's holes in staircase den can see all the way down. so they were afraid that was spiderman's web. LOL. went off from vivo at 1040pm. wanted to alight at hougang to catch the last bus at 11pm, but missed. mrt reached hougang at 1102pm. lols. so alighted at sk to try luck. train reached sk at 1110pm. den bus was coming at 1113pm. so me and ai got off the train, ran all the way to the bus stop. was raining, and know what, my shoe almost drop lor. cant run in that shoe, so i stopped and wear probably den ai continue to run cos the bus came.. lols, funny. at least managed to take the LAST BUS. phew.. alighted at pr at ard 1120pm. raining ! didnt care, jus walk.. no chioce ma have to cross the road. hahas, tired. but had fun tdy. and of cos, a big load came off my shouders. (:

tdy went out with :

ZHANG AILING

YEO HUI MIN

FION YE NU TING

MUNIR LITEZ

MITCHELL TAN

SUPERMAN ; IT'S THE CHOICE .

find it meaningful haha. (:

yes, it's the choice.. your choice.

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Singyee, you're a Critic!

You're complex, thoughtful and never content to skate on the surface. Chances are you veer towards being so analytical and introspective that even positive qualities can seem like faults. The truth is that you have a very perceptive, gentle spirit.

You hate chaos at work and prefer a structured environment and sometimes you feel undervalued by your boss. There's a part deep inside you that's aching to make more money.

And that's just scratching the surface!

FROM TICKLE ; personality report . (:

Total: Congratulations, you're a real leader! Your leadership skills are quite strong, so don't be afraid to step up to the plate when problems need solving — you'll do great. You've got a solid combination of positive leadership traits — from organizational skills to communication ability. These talents make you a great resource in the workplace, someone people can look to for guidance and direction. Still, there are a few things you might need to work on. To brush up on the different components of leadership, check out your scores below:

Organization: Order! Order! Your strong organizational skills make you an excellent candidate for success as a leader. Your talent for keeping everything in the right place means that you can concentrate on more important tasks. And once you've organized your workplace, your overall productivity increases by leaps and bounds.

Efficiency: Do it once, and make it count! Since you're the poster child for workplace efficiency and follow-through, that could be your motto. You have a keen understanding of how work works, and you know how to make things happen — which translates into excellent leadership potential. While others are still spinning their wheels, you've sped off, leaving skid marks behind you.

Teamwork: Go, team, go! Your sense of teamwork is so strong you're practically out on the field doing cheers. Which is great — the ability to communicate and work closely with others is essential to good leadership. Team-building skills are the foundation of all interactions with your co-workers and can set the tone at work. So give yourself a pat on the back — your talent in this area gives you a real leadership edge.

Confidence: You could use a confidence boost! To move forward at work, it's essential that you be able to take on new roles and responsibilities. When you feel sure of yourself, you can concentrate on the task at hand instead of just worrying about potential failures. Keep all your strengths in mind, and use them to your advantage.

FROM TICKLE ; leadership report . (:

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

pastamania with ion.

random(:

he's homeworking ! HAHA .

how cute !

two more days to survive !

thurs : mathematics paper 2

fri : principles of accounts paper 1 ; design and technology theory

aft all these gotta ENJOY (:

MOOOOOOVIE ; KBOOOOOOX !

:DDDD

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

PAPERS ARE KILLING US !!

i jus hope for a PASS (:
i wna go oversea !!

You Are 72% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Are You a Perfectionist?

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver
You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

What's" Your Personality Type?

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

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Monday, May 14, 2007

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP!

I'M SOOOOOOOO DAMN BLOODLY

STRESSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghs, and im gonna screw ALL my papers ! gosh..

pray pray pray for miracles ! =[
my head's EXPLODING SOON . or rather, MY BRAIN .
i wanna cry my heart out !! hais...

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

wanna know donavan loy jian hui's thai name ?!

"DOG"!
yeahs, dog.. that's what he told me..
and i was told to post it up here. HAHA.

byees.(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGIE NG

LI LING!!!!!!!!!! :DDD

smiles . <3

;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIUYIN TOO!

(((:

loves .

hmms, that's all.
gonna mug..!
smiles(:

edited // .

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Friday, May 11, 2007

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep

You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep.Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy.Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.

Do'>http://www.blogthings.com/doyougetenoughsleepquiz/">Do You Get Enough Sleep?

You Are 24% Happy

You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.
Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howhappyareyouquiz/">How Happy Are You?

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.People crave your praise and complements.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

You Are 50% Extrovert, 50% Introvert

You're a bit outgoing, a bit reservedLike most people, you enjoy being socialBut you also value the time you have aloneYou have struck a good balance!

Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/areyouanextrovertorintrovertquiz/">Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeupThat's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic thoughYou have style, but for you, style is effortless

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofbeautyareyouquiz/">What Type of Beauty Are You?

Your True Birth Month Is October

Decisive
Romantic
Emotional
Concerned
Daydreamer
Selfish
Sympathetic
Just and fair
Loves to chat
Bad tempered
Loves outdoors
Very opinionated
Strong clairvoyance
Attractive and suave
Easily lose confidence
Always making friends
Does not lie or pretend
Touchy and easily jealous
Inner and physical beauty
Treats friends importantly
Seldom helps unless asked
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Loves those who love in return
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Does not care of what others think
Loves to travel, the arts and literature

What's" Your True Birth Month?

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