i'm so gna drop dead VERY SOON.
dead line: FRIDAY(31st AUGUST), 2359.
how cool, no need to sleep tonight alr!!! Zzz.
dnt's a killer, exams triggers my heartattacks, everything's making me go crazy. tell me how long i can survive!! )';
libra, september23-october22
Fill your mouth with yeses. If you're willing and open, the universe will shower you with many delightful opportunities. Say yes to your darling's off-the-wall plans. Say yes to risks. Say yes to love.
YES PPLE, IT'S 4:48AM NOW.
&i'm right here still doing the designer's folio. HAHA.
the birds are chirping away, and the sun gna rise soon.
deadbeat, the drawings are making me go crazyyyy.
re-draw and re-draw and re-draw and still re-draw.
tired of drawing those 3-dimensional ones. esp if i get the angle wrong, i'll have to RE-DRAW the whole thing AGAIN.
pray that i didn't do anything wrong, if not... HA-HA-HA, god bless me.
i just have the feeling that i drew something wrongly.. gaaaahh. BETTER NOT AH ! or i'll really be dead.
singyee, don't give up, tell yourself you can! pull through tonight and everything will be OVER.
aft this, please get yourself into the exam mood and STUDY !!
i want A1A1A1A1 for dnt ! cause i knw i can't rely on my other subjects.
&yes, i'm lagging far behind. SAVE ME!
BUT no matter what, i'll try hard.. cause i want no regrets.
back to do my drawings, BYE.
you are missed, at 4:50 AM
hey people, i'll do all the quiz after exams! wahahahhs.
btw, actually i've done yoke's, arthur's and don's some day back? or ytd?
BUT! the computer is just so crappy that it closes all my windows when i was about to post it!
arghs, how irritaing right!
so.. AFTER EXAMS!
&vaness, i mean it! HAHA.
i'm glad at least you knew that.
sometimes, we'll only get to realise how precious something is when we lose them. so..never ever miss out things/pple ard you. think thru all possibilities before making a decision, and never regret.
i hope i didn't.
you are missed, at 7:12 PM
FRIENDS, IF YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED BY ME, PLEASE DO THIS! ;D
1.(the person who tag you is ...) KIMBERLY LIEW BEI XIN !
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) GOODFRIENDS.
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..) HAVE A NICKNAME 'ADAGIO', SLOW, BLUR, NICKNAME 'SOTONG', CUTE.
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you) HMM, THE PRESENT SHE GAVE?
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you) WHEN SHE ASK ME ABOUT RELATIONSHIP ?
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..) NO WAY, UNLESS I'M A GUY.
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) EVERYONE IS UNIQUE IN THEIR OWN WAYS, SO THERE'S NO NEED TO CHANGE BECAUSE OF ME UNLESS IT'S SOMETHING THAT REALLY NEED TO BE CHANGED. HAH.
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) TRY TO FORGET WHAT SHE DID.
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...) WHEN SHE DID SOMETHING REALLY HURTFUL AS A FRIEND TO ME, BUT I DON'T THINK SHE'LL BE MY ENEMY.
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...) CELEBRATE HER BIRTHDAY FOR HER! MUST APOLOGISE FOR THIS! SORRY, I DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME );
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...) GOOD.
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?) ERMS.. NO IDEA.
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...) THINK DEEPLY.
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...) LAZINESS, THAT'S THE WORST HABIT OF A HUMAN I SUPPOSE.
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...) A SUCCESSFUL PERSON, IN ANYTHING. OR RATHER EVERYTHING.
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..) THANKS, I APPRECIATE THAT. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! ;D
17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
{{they are not place in any preferance orders}}
[KIMBERLY, YOU CAN JUST DO THE TOP PART. HAHA)
1. CHUAPEIJEN
2. ZHANGAILING
3. YEOHUIMIN
4. FIONYENUTING
5. JESSICANEOKAYSING
6. DONAVANLOYJIANHUI
7. LAIKAHYUEN
8. PUAYOKETING
9. ARTHURYUENYANGCHUNG
10. CHOOJIALING, JAYELLE!
11.(who is no.6 having relationship with?) SOMEONE?
12.(Is no.9 a male or female?) MALE.
13.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) IT'LL BE LIKE SOOOO FUNNY! HAHAHAHS.
14.(How about no.8 and 5?) ERRRRMS.
15.(What is no.2 studying about?) KNOWLEDGE? HAHA.
16.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) TODAY.
17.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) SHE'S MAD, SO I THINK SHE WILL LIKE MAD BANDS. HAHAHA.
18.(Does no.1 has any siblings?) YES, SISTERS.
19.(Will you woo no.3?) WAHAHA, IF I'M A GUY.
20.(How about no.7?) SAME. AWW, SOUNDS SO FLIRT. THAT'S BECAUSE IT'S IMPOSSIBLE OKAY!
21.(Is no.4 single?) YEAPS.
22.(What's the surname of no.5?) NEO.
23.(What's the hobby of no.4?) WATCHING DRAMAS.
24.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) YEAPS.
25.(Where is no.2 studying at?) COMPASSVALE SEC.
26.(Talk something casually about no.1) HIPPO!
27.(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?) GOSH! I RATHER KILL MYSELF, HAHS! KIDDING!
28.(Where does no.9 live at?) SENGKANG.
29.(What color does no.4 like?) YELLOW.
30.(Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?) NO?
31.(Does no.7 likes no.2?) OF COS! (THAT'S WHAT I THINK) AS A FRIEND OF COS.
32.(How do you get to know no.2?) FATE. HAH. HMMS, THRU BAND?
33.(Does no.1 have any pets?) DON'T THINK SO, I'M NOT SURE LAR! MAYBE SOME LITTLE CREATURES?
34.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) SHE'S SEXY, BUT NOT THE SEXIEST! HAHAHAHA.
OH, CAN I BREAK THE RULE? I WANT VANESSA TOH QI BEI & ANGIE NG LI LING TO DO THIS TOO! ;DDD HEHEHEHS.
NO OFFENCE TO ALL UHS. THAT'S ALL, AND THAT'S WHAT I WAS TOLD TO DO.
SO.. THOSE NO.1 TO NO.10 PLEASE GO DO WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO DO!
BYE & HAVE FUN! ;D
OKAYS, GOTTA ADD IN HERE. [IF THIS CONTINUES, THIS POST WILL BE SUPER LONG. HAHA]
1.(the person who tag you is ...) ZHANG AILING !!
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) BESTIE.
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..) QUIET(FIRST IMPRESSION), PRETTY, CUTE, SHARP VOICE, WOLS.
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you) LAUGHTERS.
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you) SHE LOVE ME! HAHA. (NOT VERBALLY LAR, WE'RE NOT THOSE 'ILOVEYOU,YOULOVEME' TYPE YOU SEE)
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..) IF, I WILL.. HMM, DIFFICULT TO IMAGINE ME INVOLVING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER GIRL. HAHAH.
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) NOTHING, BE HERSELF.
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) I CAN'T IMAGINE THIS WILL HAPPEN, SO.. SKIP.
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...) HMM, I'LL ONLY KNW WHEN IT HAPPENS.
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...) MOTIVATE! STUDY HARD FOR O'S!! WE MUST NOT REGRET!! (:
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...) COLOURS IN MY LIFE.
you are missed, at 10:14 PM
SAD.
heard the comments from our teachers for olvl eng oral. they said the examiners says:
Day1 students did well. (toys)
Day2 students did better. (food)
Day3 students didn't do well but no failures. (weather)
Day4 students did well, but there's one failure. (competition)
today's Day5.
i'm in the Day3 slot! and even the tchers says the qns were DIFFICULT! arghs! i hate it LARRRR. the other 3days were EASY! unfair unfair unfair! and it's like so unlucky of us.
sadded.
i don't want just a pass. i wna hit 30! i wna do better then prelims! even if it's just one mark better, i'll be super happy you knw!! i want a B3, at least.
i'm such a failure, everything just turn out to be the unexpected, everything seems so impossible. HAIS.
you are missed, at 2:10 PM
i give you my blessings, stay happy okays. (:
you can ignore this post, just here to vent my bloody anger! pardon me for all the vulgarities.
oh well, had bad bad bad days. yes, i mean DAYSSSSS.
okays, just some major things.
olvl chi results, SUPER GREAT. i'm such a dissappointment, GRR.
awww, i did tear. but certainly NOT tears of joy.
at that very moment, the feeling was like... ahhhhhhhhh ! well, nth can describe such wonderful results.
eng o lvl oral exams. went in with hope, walked out with dissppointment and anger!
forget it, i'm not gna say anything till the results are out.
ahhh, i didn't know i have a malfunction brain.. HELPPPP!
chi like that, prelims good actual bad. i don't wish my eng to be like that !!! ROAARRRRRR!
crazy very soon. i want goooooooooooood results ! but can EVERYTHING go right into my brain?
& that veryprettylady in school. whatthe, find us? big deal.. ok, mayb it's a big deal. after so long, and just because someone's mum complain that's it not fair to her daughter? U'RE SUPER IRRITATING OKAY. if u're too free, save the place in school. i think anyone else can do a better job than you. at least in REASONING. do you knw ss? i can detect bias-ness in your source. i think i can even just smell it.
arghhhhs! bad moood lar, irritated. suckyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! BLOODY ARSE. angry angry angry angry angry angry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fucking idiotic things! FAN AHS!
you are missed, at 11:18 PM
BACK AFTER PRELIMS.
i guess i need some time to adapt...
you are missed, at 8:43 PM
被淋湿的诺言,淹没在心里面
just what are promises?
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMMMMY! ;loves.
you are missed, at 7:10 PM
kimmy asked me some qns tdy which put me into deep thoughts.
hah. do i once have feelings for him? now?
i didn't really ans her..
hmm.. so anw, what's the point of revealing the answer now? will it make any difference?
hais, ok forget it lar. )';
yupp, went out with kimmy tdy. to vivo, watched secret, ate donuts in the cinema then took sentosa express to sentosa. didn't get much of the sun, but anw.. toured ard sentosa. tired! god, got stalked by 2bloody guys, Zzz. didn't gave a damn to them at all, HAHA. and i must say they were extremely irritating and attraction seekers, aww. skipthis. met up with don aft that then went home. took loads of photos, ard fifty to sixty haha. &yahs, saw many band and school mates tdy.
shiat! think i become darker, and i have a blister on my foot. Zzz.
i'll upload the photos soon, tgt with other outdated ones.
let it forever be a secret..
you are missed, at 10:43 PM
IQ test!
you are missed, at 11:31 PM
it really doesn't feel good.. ...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs! i feel like going somewhr to shout my heart out..
it is easy to take something up, but it is a challenge for you to put it down..
)';
arghs...
Only Reminds Me of You ; 34th song on the list.
you are missed, at 11:49 AM
it's twelve! &it's 090807! see the sequence? hahah. so...
HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY
SINGAPORE !!!!
yea, it's singapore's birthday.. ok, like duh. everyone knows, haha.
just wna sent her my blessings ! hehehs. ;DDD
singapore's a great city lar, a great home.. cause it's my home(:
wahahahhahahs, i think i'm mad. <33
anw, had celebrations in sch tdy.. or rather ytd.
had parade in the morning, live music provided by band.
heard it when i'm walking into the sch, not bad.
heard it on monday after sch during their rehearsals, it's terrible.
maybe because we're near so we can hear all the mistakes, tuning and balance very clearly..
anw, yahs..
they played the national anthem and some fanfares, couldn't hear from my position.. all covered by the percussion.
after parade went hall for celebrations, not bad. quite nice lar, just that the duration is short.
cheerings, clappings, blahblahblah. high(:
sec4s stood up when they played the nationalday songs, but not all on de if not it'll be very fun.
went back class, mascot;D
this was the best part of all, theme: 1960s, retro.
our class didn't prepare anything, so we just took some red&white coloured papers from the class's back noticeboard and make some big and small pokadots.
took a trashbag and wrap ard mrstanbk, hahahah.
and they made a specs, hairband, belt, earings using cardboards, was nice!
and dressing part was super funny.
if you knw mrstan, you shld knw she have those actions.. you knw.. SUPER FUNNY CAN !
and she do those pose.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHS, laugh all the way! gosh..
gotta finish within 1/2hr, so went to assemble.
hahahs, saw all other sec4/5s mascot.
some teachers, some students.. supposingly is a tcher mascot, but some were students.. dunnoe why.
so yupps, cheered&screamed&laughed all the way!
super uber extremely freaking funny lar! &FUN OF COS!
yeahyeah, first time school event can be soooosoooosoooo fun! agree? hahs.
high all the way! woohoooooooooos! ;DDDDD
so in the end, elviskuan(mrkuan) representing 4g won. hahahs! mao wang or smth..?
super funny! &he made one side of his chest move infront of the whole sec4/5s!
mygod, he showed us during maths lesson before and trust him to show it to the whole level.
anw, was super funny lar. had many fun(:
yupps, supposingly there's geog test aft dismissal..
but ended up it was cancelled or prosponed once again, Zzz. from last week to ytd, to tdy, then to??? arghs.
i don't wna revise that for the 4th time okay!
&some of our class pple was very irresponsible lor, wth.
requested to prospone the test then in the end they wanted to skip the test tdy..
like, duh.
hate pple who goes back on their words can, promise le then back out.
no wonder so many tchers had bad impressions on us..
somehow those tchers who said those awful remarks were right lar, always giving excuses and neglecting all other subjects.. hais, forget it.
just wna take the test and get over it that's all, ok drop the subject.
so went dnt with jess, she helped me with the assembling.. and after donkeys of hrs, failed to assemble.
failed as in, it couldn't be pasted lar! no matter how hard we tried.
and suddenly felt my head in pain and almost black out.. ahhhs!
dunnoe why, just felt so terrible at that moment.
&yahs! the weld-on16 made my skin peel off! Zz,pain can.
so.. kept my things, walked to cp..
jess bought meesua, i went foodcourt have noodles.
ate, and went home.
chatted on the way, online and had a dumb battle.
i wna sleep de lor, then disturbed by SOME pple !
hahahahs, we were like so dumb lor.
yeaps, that's about all lar.
so.. we're going to have a 5days national day holiday.
which means, homeworks will be more than a 5days workload.
&i doubt that i'll finish everything even if i don't go out.
&&i haven't been going out for looooooong lar! like decades and decades being coped at home.
just don't feel like going out lar, wna settle myself down for the coming exams.
sounds great uhs, but the fact is... i couldn't get myself to seriously work after so so many bloddy days. how great.
really tired.. of everything.. hais.
okays, like finally i blog so seriously.. and it's a long long post! haha.
it's been so long..
i shan't post for the other days.. i guess you would have fallen asleep by then, ha.
ohyahs! someone jumped the tampines railway ytd! YAH! that's the news i just heard.. really tragic man. when someone found a new way of committing suicide, others follow. duh! .. yeaps.
now i realise that a guy's words can't be trusted. but of cause it doesn't relate to all guys, cause i believe that in this world there'll always be someone _____ . [perfect?/hmm..? fill in the blanks,ha!]
i knew from the start, i know.. like i always do. but why didn't i trust myself this time? grrr! angry lar.. ha. and now, the fact is placed right infront of my eye! wow, how... hmm, i dunnoe how shld i describe it. but anw, got the feeling of being cheated. but hey ! i'm not cheated okay!
hmm, how ironic. ha.
singyee, you gotta get your stand firm okay!
it's seems long.. but if you were to count the days.. it's so so short. i once check on it every now&then till it really didn't sound anymore. but now, i hear it again. i wonder if i should be happy/sad, should i look on the bright side? nahs, the fate have been set. how did such short period of time seems so long?? hais. but no matter what, it shouldn't sound NOW, isn't it?
i knew you know..you know!! arghs, forget it.
BYE ! and hope all singaporeans will have a great day with their beloved tdy!
hmm, think i'll jolly stay at home for the parade at night. seehow lar! ahhhhhs, i seriously have no mood! arghs!
in a moment, everything that's happening now will be a past. it's not something that can ever be explained nor illustrated.
friends; so what does this word means to anyone?
idunnoewhy, it just meant more than billions to me. i guess it shouldn't be..yea?
"Sure, you can take care of yourself, but right now you'll benefit mightily from sharing how you're feeling -- good, bad, indecisive -- with somebody else. You might just end up in a deep conversation unexpectedly." that's what my daily horoscope says. but out of a sudden, who to share..? ):
gudnites!(:
you are missed, at 12:00 AM
i shall update when the clock strikes twelve !!!
hehehehehehh, ;DDD
; <33
LOL!
you are missed, at 3:20 PM
)';
you are missed, at 8:23 PM
won't be updating and coming online so often anymore, gotta settle down and get on the right track !
hais, find my life so meaningless.
daily routines, .. and i think i'm polluting my mind.
ha, nevermind if you don't understand what i'm talking abu.
and this means that you don't have a mind like me ! hahs, kidding.
many things happened recently, the devastating season arrived once again?
unfortunates, unhappiness. headaches*
limits, torlerences.
can jealousy be smell-ed??? ha-ha-ha-ha .
the defination of "TRUST", "FRIENDSHIP" and "LOVE".
is it so difficult to trust someone? whatsmore someone you're close with.. someone you do treasure.. hmm, worth thinking for.
ahhs, i'm tired, very tired.
on my mind, sorting out all mysteries.
makes me wonders...
a very personal post, don't crack your brain to understand anything.
see you guys around ! byes.
ETC ;
sometimes, ask yourself questions.. you'll find yourself getting to know more and more about the reality and human..
edited ; 4:09 PM
ohyahs, the japanese came on the 1aug, wednesday.
the guy in our class was hosted by weiguang.
he's super shy! i think we scare him, somehow. ha.
yupps, went dinner on that night with him and they joined us for lessons till tdy.
it's nice to see mixtures in the school, it will be even nicer if there's interaction sections with all of them! aww, it'll sure be great.
anw, they're leaving tdy.. bonvoyage to all of them! ;D
i also wna go oversea with my friends again !!!
miss those days when i meet new pple, different pple.
japantrip, chinatrip, obs && ??
adventures are loves !
anw, had a funny nice chat with van on our way home;D
chatty chatty, haha.
its been long since we last chatted.
pictures will be uploaded some other days.
i love my blog songs! let it play, very nice and meaningful songs.. enjoy(:
i'll remember, bu yao xiang kun nan di tou ;D
you are missed, at 3:36 PM
