hmms, wanna post this for rt.
kays, i wanna tell you that i really never listen to him! i did follow my heart. really. jus believe me once more. that's my decision. if you wanna noe why, ask me. i'll tell you, provided that you promise me that i can trust you again. i'm jus wondering what exactly you've told him, bud since you said nth, i trust you. another thing, i'm not angry with you and pj! arghs. is he who made me pissed off. really fastruated at that point of time. he really want to bi until i have no way to go and can only bang my head into the wall lahhs. already got that, then the sentence that you say is what affects me the most lohhs. do you know how hurtful it is when i saw? i almost emo right away, but still have to ren. is like, you don't know how i feel at all lohhs. how can use our friendship as a bait for this kind of things? and not only friendship, you are my consultant you know! you didn even console me, but make me feel worst. i really don't know what to do. go left, i'll bang into the forest. go right, i'll fall intothe ocean. then, what should i do???! what can i do???! what must i do???! i don't wanna lose a friendship, whatsmore for a friend i trust MOST. i really very fan, very luan, everything... i don't even know exactly how i feel myself. and ytd at the chalet, i really don't know what am i doing. before that already got problems liaos, heard your name, staight away gush out one lahhs. den in the night drink alr really very suang, but also feel very terrible. i dunno. also dunno what i doing. see min, she fan i also very fan. like so many problems these few days, i really wonder how to force myself to smile now. i really don't know what to do liaos!! RT!!!!
you are missed, at 2:40 AM