hais.. headache.. not becos im sick, but jus thinking of some things which made me very headache.. hais.. i think i've made up the decision.. but everything still lies with fate i think.. mayb rt's right.. i dunno.. fan!! some things happened, made me think thru.. alot, alot, alot.. I WANNA NOE WHY! im having question marks all over.. not knowing wad to do.. wad's wrng.. i wanna noe.. can you pls tell me WHY?? *cries
friends are not in your dictionary anymore.. hais, i really dunno wad to say alr.. but, i'll nbr accept the fact that you are not our friend anymore.. will not accept that you delete away the word "friends" in your dictionary.. friends.. that's something i treasure most.. something most of us treasure most.. i believe you do too.. why make yourself live in a lonely world?? why force yourself to isolate from us?? why, why, why?! i really dont understand.. why must you hurt yourself and hurt all your friends so deeply? do you know how i exactly felt when you say that's the last day you'll talk to us, when you say you are going to isolate from us, when you say you'll make us hate you, when you say those hurtful words? have you ever thought of how i felt? how all your friends felt? do you know how much you've hurt us? you are the friend i treasured, the friend i trusted, the friend i could talk to, the friend who lent me a listening ear, the friend i cared for, a special friend.. rmb the times we lame tgt, cracked jokes, playing and having so much fun.. nicknames and everything.. you were there to console me, share your joys and sorrows.. when you told me everything, i dropped down tears.. do you know that.. i'm like losing so many things at that short moment of time.. now that we cant console each other, approach each other to chat, share the joys, share the sorrows, share the tears.. how could you bring yourself to say out those hurting things.. no matter what, you are still my friend.. someone special.. someone i trust.. REMEMBER, "you can never discover new oceans unless you leave the sight of shore".. you should noe what it means, and what i meant..
i really have lots of question marks all over.. on everything, everyone.. i really wanna noe WHY! why this.. why that??? i really have many things i wanna noe.. wanna find out.. wanna those ppl to tell me.. first time i felt so terrible.. im caught in a dilemma.. really dunno wad to do.. what can i do.. how exactly everything happen.. how did this started.. what's the cause of it.. someone, could you pls tell me.. this stupid thing made me emo.. hais.. really hope someone to tell me why.. i really hope so.. *sadded
when there's love, there's TEARS*.
im tearing, who noes.. who cares..