seriously headache now.. hais.. everything in the world is making me crazy.. all of you dont understand at all.. is like have your ever thought of how I felt? and suddenly I was being lectured.. wad I treat your for.. I shld be asking this qns instead.. everything your do only involves the three of you.. everytime when we were tgt, den it will be like ending up I was alone.. do your noe that.. that’s how I felt lohhs.. your jus continue playing so happily, and I was eventually being pushed out of that grp, within the circle.. did your notice that? did your think of how I wld feel? how wld your feel if it's your.. and wad your did was jus continue having fun.. didn’t even noe that I was out of it.. i always feel so damn extra but none of you noe abu it.. in fact I didn’t even wan to talk abu it.. I don’t wan to bring it up, because I noe it wont be given a damn.. and so wad, I will never be correct.. you have 3 of you.. and I am only the one.. whatever I say, I will be wrng.. whatever I do, I will nbr be correct.. everytime someone is feeling unhappy your will be like so affected.. and will care so much for them.. den when I was feeling down, does anyone noe it? none of you care.. your jus continue having fun laughing and whatever.. not even a “what happened?” was asked. NONE of you were even concerned.. i always reject your.. the 3 of you always plan everything tgt, den i don’t even noe anything.. everytime i was the extra one.. nbm, let it be den....
sadded..
this few days, bills are jus getting higher and higher.. I don’t noe why... hais..
you don’t even noe that I care.. but do you care?
i really hope that one day they will noe how i feel..
no one understand..
you are missed, at 6:46 AM