I FAILED MY CHINESE PAPER TWO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhs !!! ~
hais, so sadded.. next mon, O LEVELS CHINESE ! and i'm failing this chinese prelims ! gosh... tell me what to do !!! my aims gone.. hais... pray for me bahs, good luck man..
okays, aft checking papers, went for the personal grooming thingy.. quite fun.. funny, hahas. at least aft one blow had some fun.. lols. learnt quite alot of things also.. and they were funny lar.. the instructor, mrs tan b.k. , and classmates.. HAHAS. fun ! (: beginning to like my class.. :D
released at 130pm. we were given 4sets of chinese papers frm different schools.. and gonna hand in shuqun's tmr ! paper 1 and 2 ! grrrr, homeworks again.. and this marks the start for intensive chinese !! somehow, i find it good lar.. i want my grades!(: so yeahs yeahs, decided to go cp to do it tgt with pgd. so ate at kfc first, saw px and arthur. finished, went to 2nd floor outside mrt to do.. do do do, was so engrossed... till ard 4pm, mrs shariff(vp) suddenly stood infront of us ! scary lar. didnt notice her walking towards us.. was so so so focused in our work.. she told us to stand, and of cos packed our things and stood. talked to us.. she said we spoil the sch image! hais, there were other chij ppl there also lor.. good sch somemore.. but anw, she asked for our class, and told us to go home.. phew, mayb we were good students bahs(: but let's see what will happen tmr.. HAHA. better pray that nth bad will happen.. went to buy bubble tea and off to ailing's hse to continue with our work.. so, aft that.. chatted alot with fion and huimin.. ailing went outside to watch tv.. so didnt know.. hahs, said out all my xin shi.. felt much better.. but say until almost cry out.. =x. hais, sad sad sad.. how i wish that things will change.. okays, topic was on "family".. a broken yet bonded family, and a full family yet live as individuals whr no one understands each other.. which will you choose? i'll choose the broken yet bonded one.. somehow, it seems more like a family to me.. though broken.. they live as a family.. unlike the other, lived under one roof, yet no one truely knows one another, understand each other, just like strangers everyday.. what does it means to be a family? hais.. yeahs. this is tdy's topic.. so, went off at 7plus. home-ed at 7plus..
tmr gonna get more papers.. more and more blow coming up. pgd, jiayous ! and im afraid i might jus cry my heart out ! gosh, now my turn to REN REN REN !!
i tell myself, i can do it, i can do it, i can do it! but.... can i?!
=x
pray hard, work hard, good luck.
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