tmr's exam. i wanna make myself mug. jus few more weeks. can i go thru these? i hope so..
but everything jus made my head so pain.. so terrible.. how great... have you achieved what you want??
im troubled. very troubled..
lost. very lost..
everytime i stare at the monitor it jus started.
when can it stop?!!
i tell myself not to think.. i cant do it.
i tell myself not to know.. i cant do it either.
so what can i do what can i do what can i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why???
why did all these started?!
and im the culprit?
im not the one who started..
but i have to be the one who end, who make the chioce, who hurt ppl, and be the bad guy.
how FAIR can this be?
wonderful...
trouble maker indeed.
gotta mug again. bbbyes.
you are missed, at 6:10 PM