alright, a summarised update on the period spent in Carrefour.
not really in the mood. not in the mood for anything to be exact.
i think i'll need quite a period of time to adjust my emotions.
okay, tdy, or rather ytd, which is sunday, marks the end of my working life in Carrefour.
i'll miss those times cashier-ing, serving customers, putting on a smile and greeting them/them greeting me, and i'll miss the lonely and boring breaks too.
i had a great work experience there. really.
oh, and Hafiz came back 2days ago? and he appeared in my counter.
i immediately remembered the breaks that some of us(Hafiz, Chloe and friends) spent tgt, how heart-warming. but aft they're gone, i felt like a loner there. haa.
though i did chat and talk to the others, i just don't feel that i belong.
ohhh, there's still a group of friends which i'll miss. Mariam, Shamira, Darren and some others.
and of course the supervisors. they're all nice pple.
ahh, whatever it is. i really treasure those times and will always keep it in my memory.
and ya, i made a new friend Shuyi ytd. and i saw her tdy at Compassvale Lrt on the way to work too.
yupps, that's abu it i guess. hmm, and of couse i've submitted the jae thingy like 2days ago? pray hard that i'll get into the course i want and hopefully i'll not regret. fear* (cause i don't even knw exactly what i really want.)
all the best my dear friends. i pray for you pple to get into your desired course.
Ailing and PeiJuan, don't be too worried. you both sure can. cause you have me sending you regards here. =]
lucks everyone, takecares.
now and then, i really feel like crying..i really feel like laughing out hard..really feel like screaming till i break my throat..but. i can't find any reason anymore to cry..to laugh and smile..or to scream.
i felt a total emptiness and an indescribable fear.
i've lost my interest, in anything.
Godblessme.
you are missed, at 1:30 AM