hello.
wenta bbq ytd night at parisrispark, then crap and rot at downtown mac.
walked to my house with min at ard 4.
then the guys came afterwards, and they ran marathon to catch up with us.
but btw, we strolled quite slow. the pace just right to let all the thoughts run through my mind.
we talked abu the world's mystery. i really wonder.. i really wna knw why..
cause this world is far too scary.
everything has a reason behind it, but..what?
yes. w-h-a-t? i just wna knw the reason of e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g that happened on Earth.
anw they waited downstairs.
min went up with me, i bathed, she used com, then aft that prepared food for them.
pizza, ice-cream, milo. making the milo was chaotic.
then in the end they didn't drink, threw away -.-
anw, aft that sent them to bus-stop and they took 88. while i took 11 home.
11 went sooo slow, then i was thinking of alot.. alot of things..
okay anyway, i shifted the position of my playlist.
cause i can't get it to the auto shuffle mood, only can auto play.
whatever it is, i have very nice songs! and sad songs, esp first few ones.
i kept listening, then went into emo mood, since it can't shuffle.
ha.
i really don't know what's happening to me.
i don't feel like social-ing with people, i don't have the mood to go out, i don't have the feel to do anything. i only feel like eating, cause that's what i can do when i'm down.
& i almost gave attitude to an irritating customer while working. damn.
so better don't come in my way, i'm not in the right state of mind. maybe left.
i kept thinking and asking myself why, but nth struck my mind.
i need a lightning and thunderstorm to electrify me back to the original state, to the original me.
真的, 人心难侧。
因为...
人, 不知不觉的, 一直在改变自己。
有时候的我, 几乎不认识自己, 也不认识你们了。
you are missed, at 3:19 PM