Are promises meant to be broken?

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Monday, February 25, 2008

i had a long conversation with Simon over some serious stuff in msn.
let's see...it all started when we talked abu this big word, FRIENDS.

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i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:15 AM):
no eh! aiya, you hor, dunno la. you need friends. but got specification.
SINGYEE .... says (12:15 AM):
specification?
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:15 AM):
ya lor. since when you got tan xin shi wit me?
SINGYEE .... says (12:16 AM):
i didn't say to anyone also ma..
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:16 AM):
then?
SINGYEE .... says (12:16 AM):
like i said in my blog. i dont easily trust pple now.
SINGYEE ....says (12:18 AM):
but really, even if i trust anyone. i dont see the point to tell him/her. cause nobody will really bother to care whats happening ard me.. seriously.. if anyone really knws how troubled i am, he/she will approach me to ask and concern. right?
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:19 AM):
sure got ppl will bother to care what's happening ard yuo de la.
SINGYEE .... says (12:19 AM):
hard to say.
SINGYEE .... says (12:20 AM):
how do you define friend?
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:22 AM):
someone who can really stand by your side and try ways and means to pull you up when you're very down lor. then went thru happy, funny moments and quarrels.
SINGYEE .... says (12:23 AM):
and someone who can really understand you. bother to care abu you. and really loves you as a friend.
SINGYEE .... says (12:25 AM):
someone who bothers to share every thing that happens to him/her. be it good, bad, boring or lame. anything.
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so he says that he have two of these kind of friends..while i said i don't think i have any.

i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:27 AM):
gotgot!! but that person treat you as a friend but you never seem to care.
SINGYEE .... says (12:29 AM):
haa.
SINGYEE .... says (12:29 AM):
you saying yourself?
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:29 AM):
hahas.
SINGYEE .... says (12:29 AM):
not that i dont wna care. but it's just that expectations of diff pple are diff.
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i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:30 AM):
high expectations. wa lao. dont know how to say you la.
SINGYEE .... says (12:31 AM):
haha. maybe one day i'll come to my sense.
SINGYEE .... says (12:31 AM):
and to realise that nothing's perfect.
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:31 AM):
haiyo,
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:32 AM):
you too perfectionist le lah
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so i said, i believe one day i'll find this kind of friend. maybe it's a matter of fate...and he said i'm like playing mahjong.

i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:36 AM):
for e.g. , you are waitin for this tile in order to win. then alr got 3 tiles that you wanted came out, means cannot. then hor, out of 144 tiles, you only have this little probability of 1/144 .
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i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:41 AM):
but what if you didnt find it?
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:46 AM):
you live in your own world, isolate yourself.
SINGYEE .... says (12:47 AM):
oh come on. you knw me. i wont isolate myself. just that i'll have someone less to talk to.
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i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:55 AM):
aiya. sometimes, even if you fail to do the best, its ok wad!
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:55 AM):
what's impt is the process, the lesson learnt.
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:56 AM):
aiya. dont know how to elaborate.
SINGYEE .... says (12:57 AM):
haha i understand.. but did you think when you fail to do your best, what's the reason behind?
SINGYEE .... says (12:57 AM):
if you've really tried your best.. ok that's fine.
SINGYEE .... says (12:57 AM):
but if you didn't you'll still regret..
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:57 AM):
you tried your best, but your mind dont agree with it wad!
SINGYEE .... says (12:58 AM):
not really... if i've really tried my best. i'll knw it best myself.
SINGYEE .... says (12:58 AM):
but when i didn't, i just can't convince myself that i did.
SINGYEE .... says (12:59 AM):
it's just like, lying to yourself when the truth is placed right infront of you.
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:59 AM):
you just have this stagnant mindset!
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (12:59 AM):
grr..
SINGYEE .... says (1:01 AM):
hmm. but that's the truth. that's me.
SINGYEE .... says (1:01 AM):
haha
i wanna smash your face, seriously. says (1:01 AM):
ok i show you an example.
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and so on...
i think by the end of the day, he really wna smash my face alr. lol.
but, really..that's totally how i feel. my perspectives.
this is still the first time i ever talked abu anything like this with anyone.
somehow i'm really glad. thanks.
thanks for trying to wake me up, trying to knock me into sense, trying to persuade me into trusting pple..or whatever..haha.
but like i've mention in one of my post, it's hard to convince me.
i don't know, i just have my own way of thinking and illustrating certain things.
yes, i'm wrong at certain times..but somehow, when i believed in some things, and when pple tells me it's wrng, i'll still try it in my own way. cause even when the result proves that what i insisted was incorrect, i'll be more convinced. at least i've tried.
i just believe and trust myself that i can do it. stagnant mindset may it be. that's me(:
anw, still..thankyou=)

you are missed, at 1:03 AM