i teared. i didn't cry, but teared. haaa. i find it funny, cause i can't find myself the reason why.
Ailing and i was talking abu CCA. and so, once again, i went into Tp's web. and once again, i viewed the courses. the course i'm posted to, and then i dunnoe how. i just clicked and went into the other web whr it shows the course i chose as my first choice. scanned thru, and... hahaha. i really dunnoe why. cause i'm having a blanked mind then. haa.
but maybe. maybe.. there's a reason.
ups and downs, ups and downs. i gotta get use to this kind of life.
sometimes, it's really great to have pals ard when you're dwn..but do i?
i'm feeling weird. and my emotions are playing with me.
too much dramas, maybe? i just have nothing to do every single day. no plans, no anything. nothing. out of 24hrs, i guess 18hrs i'm infront of the com and the rest of the 6hrs i'm sleeping.
that's how lifeless i am.
i realised even i myself don't understand that little soul in me now.
i have no directions, and i don't even know what am i thinking abu!
i'm not as strong as before anymore.
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