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Wednesday, April 02, 2008

If anyone noticed, i seldom upload pictures(though i promised to), i seldom update my blog.
i just feel so lazy to do so. and reason that makes me feel lazy is that i really don't think anyone would bother to know what i do everyday and who i went out with or anything.
So for this period of time, i guess i'll just update some random things when i have the 'feel' to blog.
Negative i know, but it's just what i think.
Still hope there'll be pple random-ly checking out my blog for updates ya? =)

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last friday was CVSS 8th Speech Day. another year has passed, time really flies.

as for Band, another batch has stepped down.. and this means, i've alr stepped down for a year.
everything seems like only a few mths ago, but the fact is. A year.

I went back to take a look. Everything is different. The band don't seems like that band i was once in. I see many unfamiliar faces. Though most of them know who am i, though some don't.
but i guess i'm just a stranger to the band now. even my very own juniors..even when i stand right in front of them..i'm just a passerby. Whatsmore the Sec1s, 2s and 3s. I doubt they even know I'm a Clarinetist, a Secretary, a senior. Yes, everything has changed. people changed, environment changed, basically, every single thing. I'm no longer a Cvmb member, no longer a leader, or maybe even no longer a Clarinetist. no longer in a Secondary School. As for now, i really have to learn to be independent. Entering a new school, a Polytechnic. New environment, new people, new friends, everything's new. except i'll see some familiar faces of course! hopefully they won't forget me, haha. with this, i'll have lesser time to meet up with my Secondary friends. but i still hope to see them often. just hope this won't be like how it's like when we graduated frm Primary School..Losing contacts with Primary sch friends and stuffs like that. Anyway, i still hope to make new friends! Still excited for school to start, still waiting eagerly for orientations.
But still, i really miss the old Cvmb alot. really alot. i really miss the band when i'm still in Secondary 1. Looking at how seniors play, listening to them making beautiful musics, hoping to be like them one day.... They're really great. I miss that band. I miss my seniors, esp JiaLing's batch. Really really miss sitting tgt with them in the band, playing with them..and they'll correct our mistakes, chat and joke ard. Going overseas to Japan tgt, having so much fun. There's a kind of 'family' feel. Ever since they stepped down, the band became a different band. Although we went overseas to China with the juniors, there isn't that kind of belonging feel. We're no longer like a family, no longer close with bandmates and juniors..and of course, the standard of the band dropped. No matter how hard, we can never hold up to the standard when seniors were ard. and we will never, now. No more such bonding, no good playing, and getting a Silver in the end. We only have ourselves to blame. To be frank, while looking at the seniors, i really felt super guilty. and at that time, i really didn't dare to look at them in the eyes. it seems like the whole band room was filled with disappointments, and seniors blaming us..of course, it is our fault. but everything that happened made me felt even bad. Really hope that one day, the band will be back to that kind of standard our seniors had. though it seems really impossible. just hope that juniors, you will try your best. It's the passion and love for music. when you have that, you'll definately excel.
and lastly, i really hope and wish that we can one day sit tgt, play and make music tgt with our seniors again. I know it's a naive thinking and it's almost impossible..laughs.
But I really miss that band...

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