some random thoughts caught me when i woke up. i dont knw why. did i dreamt of smth? i guess i did, but i forgot the moment i woke up. arghh.
okay, these are really random and personal thoughts. ignore it if possible(:
i dont knw. everything just flashed through my mind once again. maybe it's bcause i read some other pple's blogs and saw posts mentioning about Valentine's. awww.
Valentine's never failed to remind me of the necklace and card D gave me. i dont knw why. i really dont knw. somehow, it seems that it really meant alot, at least to me. it wasn't some really expensive thing, and i knew it was bought with alot of coins accumulated. haha. but i was really touched when i read the card, it was a surprise, really. talking over the phone throughout the night also became a daily routine, every night. though sometimes i get real tired and fell asleep, and sometimes we slept tgt over the phone. haa. sounds funny, but yea... i rmb the huge misunderstanding btw A, D and me. that period of time, i was really sad. i dont like to see my friends having misunderstandings, esp both are my very good and close friend. and esp when the reason is me. i'm sorry. and the other time on the bus, was really my fault. okay, partly was i really didn't hear, but still, sorry. i did the wrng thing, i knw. i'm really sorry, my deepest apology to you. somehow aft all these, we ain't that close anymore. not only me and you, but also me and A. hais. those nights were terrible, i think alot, and couldn't sleep. and yes, i admit, i was staring at my phone, waiting for it to ring. haaa. find myself abit dumb, but yea. just hope everything will be like how we used to be, bestest friends. afterall, you've found someone else you should really treasure. my long lost sister! hehh. blessings to you(:
ya, reminded me of another thing. that bottle of stars, that 5 notes, one in each colour of the stars and the card from B. actually, i did read. really! okay, i lied to you guys that i didn't read was because i really dont want him to get the wrng idea. aiya, dont knw how to explain, but yea.. when i saw everything, i was really shocked. i expected, but what he did was more than what i expect. was thankful, really. but the way i react was very harsh and mean and whatever, i knw. i'm so so so sorry! it has been so long alr, and i haven't really apologise to you. but still, thanks. and sorry..
argggh. to think back like this, i find myself really bad. ): but still thank you pple for everything, and thousands of sorry=/
it'll be memories, forever inside me.
as for now, i really dont knw which is true and which is false. alot of things i didnt knw...hais):
and that Arthur Yuen, stupid mushroom, haven't seen him for ages. dont knw disappear until whr sia. always only knw how to mia and emo. LOL. anw, rmb, you're still my patient! and your great consultant will always be here yo! GREAT OKAY. :D
and Shannon!! haven't seen that babe for like so long! really miss you man.
awww, i miss my friends!
i miss those days.....
you are missed, at 11:22 AM