"THERE'S NO ANSWER TO LOVE"

Tokyo Showers
finished this Korean drama recommended by Jess.
there's only 4 episodes, yet it made me cry. at the very last part. lol
hmm, go watch it yourself. i'll rate it 3.5/5 showers.
i don't like the ending! =/
i questioned myself.
why do i always think of you.
why do i get so affected by you.
i came to no conclusion.
i tried to stop myself.
i can't.
the more i try, the more it stays.
some time back, i woke up in tears.
i could hardly open my eyes.
no.
it wasn't you that made me cry.
it was a really nice dream.
sweet. very.
the part of you and me, i hoped it will never end.
the scene changes so fast.
that it ended with a quarrel with mummy.
today.
i woke up with a phrase of a song in my head. repeating non-stop.
it didn't stop.
then, i found tears collected at the corner of my eye.
sometimes i really hate you.
hate you for being so close to me in the past.
hate you for not contacting me suddenly.
hate you for not telling me what you're thinking.
hate you for leaving me to think of you every now and then.
i hate you for everything.
but.
all the hatred vanished.
whenever i see you.
whenever you talked to me.
whenever you looked at me.
in fact.
you're not the one i hate.
i hate myself.
i dont knw what is happiness without you.
everytime i smiled, i thought of you.
when i'm with others, i thought of you.
when i'm with you, i thought of what you're thinking.
this shouldn't be the way.
for now i realised,
i've lost myself.
我知道这样不好 也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停地要 要到你想逃
泪湿的枕头晒干就好 眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹
以为在你身后 是我一辈子的骄傲
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰 只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好 哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望
我不要你的承诺不要你的永远 只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好 最怕你把沉默当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/141940ht.htmLabels: thoughts
you are missed, at 11:47 PM